Tuesday, January 15, 2008
* 12:56 PM
life is really unfair.
mom woke me up with another heart attack news ystrdy, 7.30 in the morning. she said abah n fahmi got into an accident.
rushed to get atin n me ready, and cabbed down to NUH. mom reached after a while. we werent allowed to meet my dad yet, so they told us to go and see fahmi at the children's emergency.
he was on a wheel chair with blood on his uniform, torn pants and that scared look. it was almost 10 wen he finally got to see a doctor and got patched up with a few stitches. sumtimes i really wonder wat take the doctors soooooooooooooooooooooo long.
after fahmi was done, he was discharged. we still werent allowed to see my dad. my mom, me, both my bros, and my aunty n uncle waited impatiently. mom got to see him 1st. coz abah was calling for her. i tot he might just be ok, but mom came back with bad bad news. she was telling us abah didnt knew wer he was. he didnt knew wat happen to him. he was asking y is he in pain. mom said he was screaming coz he cudnt take the pain.
mom described he had blood all over his face, he broke his teeth, his left leg was really very badly in shape, and it was broken.
on his way to the operating theatre, we got to see him for a while. i was already crying my eyes out. he was in such a pitiful state. and was moaning in pain thruout.
we had to wait almost 5hrs outside the operating theatre before he was brought to his ward. by that time, most of my relatives were there. i stood by the side of the bed and cried n cried n cried. but he cudnt turn to see me. i wudnt want him to.
his left leg got bandaged up, he broke his knee cap, and it was replaced with a metal piece if im not wrong. abrasions all over his hands and fingers. he got a long stitch below his neck. and his nose too got all stitched up. his mouth area was really bad. he had this tube to remove blood from i dont noe wer... nurse said he was injured internally as well.
he called each n everyone near him to ask for forgiveness. by this time u can see every single one in tears.
he saw me the last, even though i was the 1st one who was der. i really cant bear to see him. i didnt want him to see me cry. i woke fatin up to meet him. he was holding our heads, telling me to take care of myself n atin incase he went away.
i dont noe wat is he thinking. he still have all of us to take care of him. he have many many more years. he need to see atin walk n talk. atin need to noe her grandpa. all of us still need him.
at that point of time, im willing to give up anything to see him well again. he loved us all unconditionally. he made sure we had good food to eat. and he pampered me the most. how can i not break down seeing him in that condition.
i cried till i almost passed out. i had a bad headache. there's definitely no appetite to eat.
mom's at home taking a nap. she was up all nite to take care of abah. im meeting her in awhile to go to the hospital again. thx for all who came to visit my dad. he wants all of u to noe that he appreciate it alot.
my dear cathay frens who dropped by. thx alot. hopefully i'll be back to work 2mrw.
to all, pls pray for my dad. hopefully he'll be better again soon.
god, u noe he's a good person. pls lessen all his burden and pain. pls let him walk again soon. bring the smile back to his face. he nvr once forgot abt u, pls help him in return. i need him in my life...
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*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.
