Friday, February 29, 2008
My apology * 3:09 AM
1st of all, sorry to my dearest frens who are concern abt me. i noe some of u must have been thinking ive gone mad or sumthing like dat. i dont see myself having much problems, probably becoz i refuse to acknowledge wat's going on. and i can feel dat u guys are disappointed with me. i've never felt so lost in my life before. i'll just take sometime to wonder arnd this lost place for awhile, before i head back to reality. wateva it is, just noe dat i luv u guys so much k.
work was great, i had a few good laughs with the ppl. i went arnd taking photos for no reason at all. haha
the belos.

abg2 hensem.. kekekeke

the gd fren.

i left dat on her head. hehe.

.steven.faz.lily.

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.
Thursday, February 28, 2008
Fooled by fool's gold. * 12:40 PM
i was infront of the pc for almost 8 hrs at work ystrdy. and i hated it. i'd rather go find sumthing else to do. i can never work in a full office environment. i'll b dead on the 2nd day of work.
anyway, the other day met up with zally. she came over and we watched fool's gold. seriously, despite the name, i really didnt think it'd be a movie abt gold or anything like dat. i was expecting a romantic, funny comedy. hahaha. and boy was i wrong. it was abt treasures and history n stuffs. i felt restless in my seat, waiting for the movie to end. geez.
my next movie date wud be Meet The Spartans =) plus a whole lot of new movies coming up. anyone wanna watch ahlong pte ltd with me? haha. still finding time to watch that movie.
i had a date with mummy lily, we just lurve to do crazy stuffs. haha. she's a true partner in crime. hehe. i wont go into details as to wer we went n stuffs. like i said, some ppl read to tell. kpo nk mampos. for once, just be happy dat im happy can?
mummy lily

my dirty shoes. hehe. lily rockin'.


gtg to work now. take care ppl, luv korg sumer. zally,kammy n cuyah.... miss u ppl loads =(
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*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.
Sunday, February 24, 2008
happy sunday * 4:56 AM
it's almost 5am, im still wide awake. home alone. i miss my baby.
work was ok. as usual i had good laughs there. i had a chicken-duck conversation with a patron.
i confidently took a cup of ZAPPLE and said, 'that'll be $2.70 sir.'
Patron: 'No no, 1 ticket to JUMPER, not ZAPPLE.'
kwang kwang kwang.
i continued to do my work and did not kpo at the counters already. hehe. georgie bought for me dinner @ lerk thai. or is it lurk thai... hmmm i think its lerk thai, or thai lerk. hahahahhaha.. mcm gitu2 lah eh.
had rice, vege, tomyam soup and this very nice chicken thingy. it was worth the 6bucks i paid for. its like the best meal i had in weeks.
stayed arnd till midnite, took a cab home. it seems to be a very long journey home. i felt like spending the nite out rather than go home. but everyone seems to be occupied. wat luck. so went home, rot infront of the pc.
klah, off to bed......................
Happy Sunday Ppl.

Love me or hate me.
Either way, I'm gonna shine...
*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.
Saturday, February 23, 2008
random nonsense * 11:51 AM
I've never been this lost in my life before. they say, when everything's coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. So does this mean when everything's not coming your way, you're in the right lane?
i dont feel like planning how the rest of my life shud be. as for atin's, i'd make sure she gets the best.
things which i tot wud fall in place, didnt turn out quite well. im still in a daze, waiting for someone to whack me in the head to wake me up. haha.
i'll keep on falling, get up again, and keep on dancing. haha. life has to go on no matter wat. it's useless sulking abt anything.
off to work in a while.
happy weekend ppl.
*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.
* 1:09 AM
ive been procrastinating blogging alot lately. the entire chinese new year week wore me off, and so was the week after that. it's been pretty much work work and work.
i missed blogging abt my valentines day. how was my valentine, u asked? haha. it was good. i went out with lily after work. we had dinner followed by shopping! it felt good spending. hahaha. a good stress-reliever. replenished all the make up sets, bought a twin bag with her, new davidoff woman's fragrance plus new tops.
we watched Jumper after that. that is one must watch movie. dat guy, he's damn gorgeous. it's a good mix of everything. loved the show.
the next day, mom n cik aya, cousins n atin fetched me from work. haha. mom n me wanted to go and look for atin's playpen. went to ntuc hypermarket to get stuffs for atin. she got lots n lots of gd food, toys and Fox baby clothings.
i fell in lurve at 1st sight with the playpen i saw at fairprice =) and i still cant believe the color is PINK. haha.

the off day was last wednesday. spent it at protrim. ive chopped off that long hair. for once, i didnt regret. haha. its pretty short now. but some described it as very short. oh well, who cares. im a red-headed now. haha. the hair's burgundy red. ive always wanted to have that color. but it didnt turn out very obvious though.
back to work again, had this projectionist course or sumthing2 like dat on friday morning at orchard. lily and i were there at abt 8.20am, and shortly after, there was already this student who was waiting to buy tickets. suspect play truant. hahaha.
after the course had anotha round of shopping with lily again. bought a few tops and a new pair of shoes. earlier had lunch at pastamania. i have been craving for pasta for the longest time sia....
yummy.

in the evening, bought abt $70 worth of junks to fill up the fridge. including that smarties ice cream. donoe if it tastes good. i just loved the way the cover looks. haha.
probably im under lots of stress, and im de-stressing by eating junks. hahahha.
one good thing though, i dont have to bother abt gaining weight from all the junks. hehe.
*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.
Saturday, February 09, 2008
the afternoon @ ecp * 1:39 PM
im really very tired lah sey!!! haiyo. all sessions for CJ7, AhLong and KungFu Dunk have been full since wednesday afternoon. org2 sumer tgk wyg mcm da tkde ari besok. expecting another busy day at work today.
last thursday mom n me brought atin to the beach at ecp. it was her 1st time =) but it was damn crowded there. almost every spot there's a tent. the beach's no longer a place of peace and was far from calm. and the weather was scorching hot.
Lil Miss Grumpy.

My Lil Sunshine =)



atin got scared as soon as i brought her near the waves. her body was stiff and didnt wanna let go of me. so my mom gave it a try, still she was afraid. haha.


she didnt last 10mins in there. haha.

i lurve my baby.

off to work!! happy weekend!
She calls me baby, then she won't call me.
Says she adores me and then ignores me.
Jenny, what's the problem?
She keeps her distance and sits on fences.
Puts up resistance and builds defenses.
Jenny, what's the problem?
You leave me hanging on the line.
Every time you change your mind.
First You say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
We're standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny, it's killing me.
She needs her own space. She's playing mind games.
Ends up at my place saying that she's changed.
Jenny, what's the problem?
I'm trying to read between the lines.
You got me going out of my mind.
Change Jenny to Fariza, and this songs fits me perfectly. hahahaha. wtf.
*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
the only off day * 3:07 PM
Yesterday was the only off day for this week. the rest of the week wud be jammed pack. hopefully monday i'd still be in one piece.
met mom arnd noon ystrdy, to get more things for atin. walked arnd causeway point a while, then went to mom's place. atin had her 1st vege porridge. it was green sia!! hahaha... if it was me, i seriously wudnt eat it!
dropped by work for awhile. finished up some stuffs, then went out for a candlelit dinner with lily. LOL. k, it's actually swensens lar.. haha. i havnt consider becoming a lesbian, yet. LOL. all the good guys are taken lar, have to consider other sources already. hahahaha. *peace*

shared many2 gross stories, plus hot gossips. rafiq dropped by, and we chatted sumore. they accompanied me till i got on a cab. so sweet of them. thx kwn2 =)
im almost late for work, got to get going already...
pics of atin coming up =)
atin - CJ7-ed.

atin getting ready to lala land.
*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.
Saturday, February 02, 2008
7 years ago * 4:42 AM
stayed late at work on thursday nite. i really didnt noe wat i shud do, or wer i shud go. i dont noe how long more i can tolerate u. i dont even noe y im still here. i cant be the same person u knew 7 years ago anymore. and u are no longer the person i knew 7 years ago too.
haiz.
anyways, friday was my off day. spent half of it sleeping at home. i deserved some rest, yes i do. it was almost 3pm wen i got up, and doll-ed myself up and went shopping. i ended up spending almost $100 for atin, and didnt get anything for myself.
went over to my mom's place. atin greeted me with a huge smile =) i lurve her.
one of the things i bought for her...
atin n tigger.

tigger's bigger than her.. hahaha. she's really not drinking her milk. gosh.
it was already midnite wen we left mom's place, cabbed home with her. she's sound asleep, im joining her soooon.
the mood's not really good rite now. im pissed off with so many ppl at one time. sometimes i wish all of them wud just disappear. i need peace!!
Dress to impress and never let them see you frown.
Cause there are people that would kill to see you down.
*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.