state of confusion

did nite shift ystrdy n today... and for the rest of this week. kinda getting used to my new store. some of the ppl there are really nice.

dine in's busy lately coz of skool holidays. no chance of doing other stuffs while on shift. ive been staying late after work just to finish up things here n there. i shudnt be doing all that, but i just prefer to do it myself rather than let the rest mess things up.

i was really pissed off coz of this irritating customer who had dinner. it's a bloody stuck up fucked up MALAY guy. org melayu kalau da kaya sikit mengada2. mampos tk nk. and he happened to be some guy who used to work with the company. so what?? and he called my area manager to complain. like i care. i refused to see his face after that.

anyways... abg agreed that i dont have to work already. i'll be resigning soon enuf. but im not sure wen. wanna start sumthing, better do it rite. like my RM say...the kick start must be rite.. hahaha.. i just wen ya ya ya..

im still thinkin abt it. i'll be leaving earliest in july or latest aug.. maybe. still thinkin.. haiz. i luv wat im doing..except for the irritating ppl that i have to tolerate with at work and the fussy ppl who happen to always be right a.k.a customers.

but it's gonna be a different life altogether. and i dont think i can cope with my current working schedule.

what shud i do...

i even tot of going to skool again. takin private diploma or sumthing. havnt discussed it with abg yet... im really really confused.

but one thing for sure, im gonna take aloooooooooooooong break. a break dat i deserve =)

okie, enuf abt work...

lots of stuff coming up for me...
1. have to watch da vinci code soon before the movie ends.
2. 4 June, going to ikin's house for sum makan2 thing.
3. 5 June Fahmi's bday.
(which reminded me, i still owe 3 bday presents. yuxian ima n charles :/ )
4. 8 June need to choose my wedding dresses. (zalila n kammy... reminder!)
5. 18 June my bridal photo shoot. and i have yet to decide on the location.
6. By June need to go choose my invitation card with abg n his mom.
7. By June need to go ROMM.
8. By June need to call Fairani for my cupcakes.
9. 1st July, the mega perdana thingy. (zalila n kammy... reminder!)
10... and the list goes on & on...

im so dead.

off to la la land.

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

congrats to JuLi

its 4.30am and im still w i d e awake... my chemical romance keeping me company...

What will it take to show you that its not the life it seems?
I told you time and time again you sing the words but dont know what they mean
So be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look

Well, Im not okay
Im not o-fucking-kay

before i start blabbing abt my day, im just gonna reply back to ima's post for me. haha... i wonder y u suddenly came out with this wats-in-ur-bag thing.

and before that, gentle reminder, it's gonna be a l o o o n g entry. haha.. lots of pics to post.

ok here goes.. stuffs in my bag.

i always have clips in my bag


2 sets of keys all the time. home n work. the one with the comot cat is the set of keys for work. most of my staffs recognise this comot cat. hehe.


my ezlink. i dont put it in my wallet.


must have 2 pens, black n blue. liquid paper n marker.


my scribble pad.


my organizer


always have a love novel =)


my N3230


hellO mOtO.. hehe. i noe, im kiasu, got 2 hps.


tissue paper, comes in handy at all times. haha


my Esprit heart wallet =)


my precious mp3


my trusted camera


basically these are the things that's always in my bag.. ok ima? hehe. i'll try to carry an umbrella like u also lah..

ok.. my sunday.

Juli's Wedding.
woke up arnd 1045am. called the girls. both getting ready. followed by msgs from aren n ikin confirmin the time n place to meet. and i was LATE. and i was the freak who stayed the nearest. wats new rite...

it was raining cats n dogs n elephants... and i cudnt even find one bloody umbrella in this whole freakin house.

we got lost goin to Juli's place. and im not gonna go into details abt this. plus how i broke my shoe and had to get a new one immediately. haha.

most of us were there...
me, zalila, kammy, ikin, fareed, aren, cicak, reza, aim, lela+bf, andai, saufi, nora+husband, shirin+bf, cuyah+husband+baby

cuyah's baby soooo chuby. i miss cuyah so much! she's gonna get anotha baby soon, in sept. expert in baby production. LOL.

happy to meet up with them. esp aren n cicak. chatted so much. it made me miss the times wen we were in skool.

Juli was beautiful. i luv her wedding dais. infact everything was nice. well-planned indeed. wish her a great life ahead with her beloved hubby.

some of the many pics we took...

Juliah




the beautiful dais


Rudi


The happily married couple. he's not singin, if ur wondering that is, he's actually givin a thk u speech.




my good n crazy fren from sec sch. cicak.


My Mr Vogue, Sahren and cicak.








zalila n me in the bus =)


ooops... zalila face covered.. hehe.. apalah kammy.




me. lost n thinkin.


fariza n handsome aqil, cuyah's baby. fariza+baby?? hahaha...


my amy search wanna be classmate. 9 mths sitting infront of him in class drove me nuts. haha.


us...


cuyah's husband allowed 5 of us to squeeze at the back of his car after that. it was disasterous. LOL.he sent me 1st, then the rest of them to the mrt...

reached work at 6pm..not so busy compared to yesterday,

i hate it wen i have to re-think abt the decision. i really donoe wat to do. haiz~ talkin to abg didnt came out with any solution nor ideas. i guess he's reluctant, but dont wanna say it.

think think.

haiz.

work nite later... wanna get some rest for now.

bye.

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

you tOok my shining star

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow


bla bla bla

im sleepy.

gd nite.

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

American Pie, American Idol.

work was ok earlier. there's this staff who'll always make me laugh wenever i see him. and all the frenly makciks there. they always go berserk wenever i call them kakak. hahaha... they say im too young to call them that. i have a mummy there now also =)
im assigned to be incharge of a few stuffs already. dead meat. im so gonna spend so much time at store.

i have this discipline which i dont really know popped up from wer... i tend to clean up my room the 1st thing wen i reach home. everyday for weeks already. haha. good me =)

i was suppose to sleep at 2am, but i got hooked up with the tv. american pie - the wedding - was on hbo. i was laughin away by myself. haha. followed by american idol on starworld. i really hate the new american idol. crap. he look sooooo like a freakazoid. hate hate hate. wasted my time watchin it till the end.

almost 5am. working nite 2mrw. my 1st time doing closing alone. ive done it a hundred times, y all tensed up? bluek.

its nice knowing that sum1 actually miss me. and said i was not easily forgotten =)

im shud be off to bed.

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

X Men
The Last Stand.



was slacking arnd at home wen i saw zalila online. and we decided to watch da vinci code. dragged kammy along with us. met at causeway pt. and as usual, i was the late one despite staying the nearest.

the new cathay at causeway was nice. esp the big gigantic posters on the wall. it's still under construction though.

we had to watch xmen instead of da vinci code. filling fast for da vinci code, only 2 rows from the screen left. kammy was sure happy. she really wanted to watch xmen.

i tot of being a jerk and blurt out the story line here..heheheh.. but i changed my mind.. im sure ima wud be the 1st to freak out if i do that. hehe =p

5 out of 5. thumbs up. dats all i shall say =)

here's us after the movie, each one dreaming abt wanting to have mutant powers. LOL.










went to the pasar mlm near wdlnds mrt after that. bought stickers. 12 for $1. hehe.

bought drinks and otak2 and settled down near civic ctr and did silly stuffs. took explicit photos. LOL. after intense thinking, i decided not to post it anywer. hahahaha.

my sexy kammy hailing a cab.


terkenang kan nasib masing2. LOL


nxt movie wud be da vinci code with zalila. i really wanna see that movie. i dont noe y =/
have to sleep early. dont wanna be late for work 2mrw.

nitez.

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

OFF Day!

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

though i'd like to visit the moon, but i dont think i'd like to live there.

a crappy title huh.. hehehe.. its from this sesame street song. by Ernie. a song that i used to share with someone.

went to the kg ubi cc. there were alot of YPs arnd. and the wat they dress up.. *shake head* tsk tsk...
there was this girl who wore a very tiny tiny tube top. and there was a makcik wearing tudung seated beside her. i wonder if she felt awkward.. hmmm..

but the group abg is in consists of all the old2 ppl.. not so old lah... oldest is 33. and they are still active with these kinda thing. their supporters=their wives and kids. hehe. cute.

Hulubalang


Panjy


Jalan Bunga Rampai


Ching ching ching - Yat's group.


Makyong Kedek =)


Wahana Deksu


Harapan



these are one of the worst set of pics that ive taken. hehe.. i was all the way at the back, this was the best i cud zoom in. there were lots of heads blocking me.

8 of them got to the finals. including makyong. hehehe. die die. he'll have no time for me =(

anybody wanna come along to the finals? =)

hehe... i asked ikin, knowing he hates dikir, and he gave me this funny reply.

+ *...ChiCkEeDuCkz...* + : "nk ikot aku per?? mega perdana VII finals kat esplanade?"

Hemorrhage : "mega perdana...haha....ko gila...ko kalo bawak aku besok surat khabar front page "pemuda gila musnahkan mega perdana finals"



Pertandingan Dikir Barat Mega Perdana VII 2006
Finals Tarikh : Sabtu, 1st July 06
Tempat : Esplanade Theatre
Masa : 7.30 malam
Tickets : SISTIC $48, $38, $28


worked midshift earlier. time did pass very quickly as told by angie. hahaha. but my legs were aching again. i guess its a matter of getting used to it lah.
got to noe more ppl... they are nice.
ive got to mention abt this customer... a freak. came in 6 ppl. seated not long and they wanted to take their order already. and this freaking lady from the group actually SHOUTED. really loudly. "HELLOOOO" coz no staff was near the table they seated. i came over. and she looked so proud smiling away.. u noe, that kinda look. the oh-look-at-me-im-so-daring kinda look. she's all grown up, behave like one for godsake. it was totally a very hooligan-like kinda behaviour. no manners.
the best part, wen i came over, they said they werent ready to take their order. how nice. freak.

btw, do drop by hadianto's blog. it's in my links. he seriously blog hilarious stuff. hehe.. anto!! any credit for me to promote ur blog? hehe
anyway, i didnt know blink 182 actually split up till recently. sob sob. haiz.

k k

gtg

sooo sleepy.

2mrw mid again.

bye.

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

Ache

1st day was kinda ok. reached late. i cant believe myself. hahaha. went to the food court to have a drink with the RM. chat chat chat. he's kinda funny. maybe for a start only.. haha.
it was not as bad as i thought it wud be. i didnt do anything much...i just did cashier. hahaha. im so bad at memorising table numbers! i still remember it's only after 6 mths i remembered all the table numbers in bbc. and they only have 10 tables. i ended up having a severe headache, plus my legs were aching like hell. i dont really noe y. i didnt even do anything much. even climbin up n down the stairs in bbc didnt resulted to any leg associated pains. hehe.

2mrw's gonna be my off day. it's gonna be a long day.....

off to read my books now....

bye =)

to my dearest, i noe things are not quite rite lately, but im sure we'll work things out soon.
i luv u.

"You know that place between sleep and awake, the place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I'll always love you, Peter Pan. That's where I'll bewaiting." -Tinkerbell
from the movie "Peter Pan"

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

Fariza's Farewell

1st of all, Happy Birthday to my dearest girl, Rahimah Bte Razak. Happy 20th birthday. dah tua!! haha. wish u many more happy years to come. im sure you're enjoyin ur day =)

As predicted, i woke up late ystrdy. And obviously reached work a little late. laugh n laugh with yuxian n charles all the way.
i was a little lost at work ystrdy. my mind was blank, didnt noe wat to do. hehe. not a busy day also. so went to the library, returned books, borrowed books. hehe. then in the afternoon, walked arnd westmall again, went to watsons. really eat snake ;p
syukri and gavin worked nite shift. syukri took over my shift, then me gavin charles and yuxian went out to eat. charles suggested this indian restaurant near 10 mile junction. gavin drove us there.

*gavin driving us there...hehe



gavin yuxian n me were kinda *lost* wen we reach there... it was a little different from the rest of the indian restaurant. and yuxian kept on reminding me not to say out loud the words that he used to disturb charles. indepunena..sumting like that ar.. hahahaha... in chinese it means round one cannot take. LOL.
gavin and yuxian ate on a banana leaf. interesting. hehe

*yuxian, waiting for his rice to be served.



gavin drove us back to store after that. i stayed inside the office and pack the rest of my stuffs. went to my drawer, did the achievement chart for them, i have to admit that i was alittle sad. wen we had our meal, gavin told me he didnt want me to go. sob sob.

gavin told me to go upstairs before i leave. sat down and chat for a while. and again he told me that he actually didnt want me to leave. but then he say its for my own good. bluek.

*me gavin syukri and johnny.



then gavin told the staffs to say gdbye to me. hehe. managed to hold back my tears though. then ila came, and standing infront of me, presenting a card... and i cried. haha.





then there were the gifts from the mischieves of the store...

*nice isnt it? but i almost fainted wen i saw wats inside.. hehe.





*inside the nicely wrapped so called present...
i actually opened this at home. i broke into hysterical laughter. and u guys made me carry this all the way to wdlnds?? heavy!!! hahahaha...



hahaha... ok ok... here's the REAL gifts for me. they left in under the chair i was seating while chatting with gavin n the rest...

*city chain =)



*a pierre cardin pen with my name engraved on it.






*a digital adidas watch... just wat i wanted =)





haha... being emotional me, my eyes were filled with tears.

just wanna say thx to all...im gonna miss bbc. esp the morning ppl who always work wit me.. yuxian, charles, shafiah..and the rest of them... johnny, fadhillah, shi ting, eisha, ila. im gonna miss u guys.

reached home arnd 8pm i guess. fell asleep infront of the notebook. too tired. hehe... woke up arnd 7plus in the morning. thinkin hav to do opening at bbc. LOL. got lots of miss calls last nite. syukri, gavin, bbc, johnny... called syukri back, he said they wanted to ask me along for supper. hehehe.. wasted, sleep liao.

have to work afternoon later. confirm disasterous. hehehe.. we'll see how lah huh...

i'll blog again later 2nite...

tata...

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

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