PINK

reached home an hour ago.
busy day at work. tiring.
the flu bugs are still ALL OVER me. help... =(

progress package... happy happy shopping with abg =) we're gonna be so broke soon.

he got me a PINK italia sweater. yes... PINK. and i bought a PURPLE toothpaste... hehe.

will be away till either monday or tuesday. chalet with the harvey norman ppl. but still have to attend the bloody bloody course. freaking waste of time.

gtg. need to pack. happy long weekend... happy shopping..

apa ima?? tak dpt duit? LOL. *peace*

tata.

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

Flu Flu Go Away. . .

updatez..
tuesday work pm.. the office was bloody damn hot. aircon down. sux sux. and i wasnt feeling well... had this sucky feeling all over. abg fetch me at nite, he drove n i slept. luckily work was not that busy.

wednesday
work morning. really really sick. went to see the doctor before opening the store. the doctor gave a few medicines. once i reached store, i took the medicines. and i was like mabok already. coz of the flu medicine which caused drowsiness. i tot i cud take the drowsy feeling. but i was so wrong. sob sob. managed to stay alive till gavin came. hehe. took cab home. slept for abt an hour or so, then got ready to meet kammy n zalila at causeway point. we were suppose to meet at 6.45pm.. and me staying the nearest reached at 7.30pm LOL. luckily zalila also late. hehe.

went to mcdonalds and had a gd chat. sume makin tua makin merepek. hehe.

they came over to my place... wanted to show zalila a few stuffs that she's gonna help me with, together with kammy. nanti kita gi shopping for the stuffs lah k. pasal go JB tu, later confirm again... see if fadir or my uncle can drive us there.

reached home collapsed immediately. took medicine again. the flu still dont wanna go away!!

today woke up wit the sickening flu again. at least it was a little ok at work. gavin took over me at 3pm. had to go to jurong east to hav my xray taken. for my left hip. finally im doing sumthing abt the pain =) hopefully nothing bad happened.

went to jurong east library while waiting for abg to fetch me. walking arnd entertainment ctr made me tot of the times working there =) i miss JE and my dear staffs there.

we went to causeway point's nokia care ctr after that. coz abg's 3230 hp screen went blank. haiyo.. luckily still on warranty, if not have to pay $150. ate at long john.. walk walk.. went to buy vcds... and my flu got from bad to worse. now got breathing difficulties also... sian sian sian....

2mrw work morning. pls pls pls.. flu go away... =(

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

Off Day

spent my day basically just slacking arnd... woke up arnd 3.30pm or so. had a gd sleep =) i miss my bed so much. hehe.

watched tv the rest of the afternoon. chat chat with ppl at msn, cleaned up my room...

didnt meet up with zalila n kammy. they had sumthing on, and i had a block nose. sian sian. but that's another gd reason to stay in bed. hehe.

watched DIA. im so gonna get a heart attack watching that drama. please for once sumthing gd happen in that family soon. urgh!

had a little dispute with abg. haiz~ but i think im getting the hang of things. we kinda solve things better now i think. gonna spend this weekend with him again. looking forward to that.

till i blog again...

tata.

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

Im back...

reached home at 7am this morning after being away since friday morning.. i didnt tell my mom, so she called me thinking i went missing. hehe. i miss my bedroom and my notebook so much. plus my bed and my pillows ;p

work morning last friday... after work, took train to eunos mrt. nas fetched me from there. coz had to pick his gf up also... from there we went to loyang point to get the rest of the stuffs for the chalet...

so happy to see the rest of them there. i'd say i really slack alot... just wat i needed. haha... 1st nite got bbq also. we had a gd time laughing like mad. ceput esp!! siao already since join the army. at nite zali came. i miss him so much... one of my dearest staff back in JE. all grown up now...but still short. hehe.. da NS, infact sign on to army already. but still the cute n naughty zali i noe.

after everyone settled down, we jumped in bed n watch dvd... earlier on watched The Longest Yard.. then watched The Eye 10.

Had to work morning on sat. luckily abg was there to send me. cant imagine going to work from pasir ris. hehehe... the whole day at work was sooooooo upsetting for me. i was not feeling well, i believe coz of the food i ate. badan cerewet. tu pasal slim ajer. hahaha. headache, tummy ache, slight fever in the morning. charles n yuxian helped me to ensure opening was ok.

arnd noon ila bought for me hot milo and kinder bueno. then only i felt slightly better. pop a couple of panadols, and im back to normal. hehehe... chocolates nvr fail to make my day.

went back to chalet after work. took a cab there. freaking expensive. slack arnd again. haha... nice~ the guys were forever playing the ps2... then continued with the bbq stuffs again... arabic came arnd 12 midnite. i miss crapping wit him. i miss arguing with him. hehe.

after bbq they went to explore... but me shelly n abg stayed. coklat came like 1am or sumthing. we were like sleeping already... haha. so he played ps2 with abg, i slept and shelly was going to meet her bf. i slept very peacefully. didnt even realise wen they came back from exploring.

the next morning wake up all like sardines beneath blankets... had to leave them at 9 plus... abg needed to go to kampong ubi cc.

anyways, i just wanna thank all those who made this chalet possible. i had fun.


the chickens... =)



_*+ Us +*_



Me n Nas Gf a.k.a Su .. hehe.



Me n Lily queing for that wet ride at Escape...



@ Escape. Me n Ima the chicken. hahahaha.. k k *peace* I think she prayed to God before taking the ride coz she was forced to hop on it. haha.. and as always, God was nice to her. the ride was cancelled due to lightning.



The surprise 'Old SkOol' birthday cake for Lily. Happy 19th Birthday to U =)



Zali, obviously enjoying himself.



Me n abg drove to kampong ubi CC after that. yupz.. for the Mega Perdana 2006. Ikin is so gonna puke reading this. haha..

Yat was taking part also. Saw him but i didnt call him, coz i was too busy trying to sleep. haha.


Mega Perdana 2006



Makyong Kedek... wat a name.. bluek



Zalila, kalau kau baca ni... nanti maybe aku nk jumpa kammy, tapi tak tahu confirm ke tak. So maybe can meet u n give u Juli's card. later i sms n confirm with u. kalau kau cannot make it, then kau sms aku siang2 k. Kalau kau tak baca, takpe. hehe.

for now, its bed time for me again... =)

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

Away

i actually woke up very early enuf for work just now. but i end up taking a cab to work. haha.. watched tv till 3.15pm.. bluek

CAAS called me just now. now im lost.. donoe if i shud go or stay with Pizza Hut. hmmm...*think think*

cant make up my mind. haiz~

work was so damn slack just now. not busy at all.

abg fetched me from work. we had mcdonalds for supper. congrats to him for winning the soccer match.

2mrw have to work morning. i'll be away for 2 days i think. 2mrw after work going for chalet with my dear peeps. till sun i guess, but sat still have to work am.

i havnt even pack my stuffs yet. im so sleepy already. haiz~

gtg.

be back on sun.

tata.

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

Braddell Primary School...

Tuesday 180406

went for the perfect product workshop. was with jenny all the way. she is one siao girl. i was almost gonna sleep throughout the workshop. only the practical part kept me awake.

the asst from area 2 actually talked to me. weird. nvm that.

and the other asst, i cant help but to notice his shoe. coz i like it. haha. we've nvr talk before, although ive seen him alot of times. went for countless of courses with him arnd.

after the workshop, me jenny jeg and norizan decided to go to al-ameen. it was raining so heavily. and this siao jenny tan wrapped her feet with plastic bag... she always have to come up with all this crazy ideas..



i had a few milo dinosaurs.. hehe.. nice. our table was like filled with lots n lots of glasses. had a gd time catching up with them. fadillah joined us arnd 5pm... anotha gila kaki. we're going to fish n co for another 'meet up'.. but all waiting for our pay 1st. hehe.

stayed till 9pm.. then i took the bus home. they had to stay to attend another course at btp at 10pm..

fariza, didi, yat, is. the names of the ppl that once used to be so close together. hehehe... it was so funny to see yat n didi again. and we called Is... he was half drunk.. amik berkat tempat dia keje. bluek. yat is as humourous as ever. and he said the drawings on the walls before bishan park was still there. hehe.. those were the days... i miss my primary sch peeps.

Wednesday 190406

work am. i was like a zombie walking arnd.. hehe... and my fingers got worst again. haiz~ i had to wear gloves all the time.. so sian. and i cant eat using my fingers for now. =(

after work went home... i took out all my old letters... its funny reading them.. but there's this one letter that left me thinking after i read it...

1998
..." *He* will forever be more important in my life than u. I dont believe that i need a friend like you. Im sure i can survive without you."....

i guess it's true.

fell asleep after that, woke up at arnd 12noon today. hehehe... i needed that long sleep. have to work later... for now, wanna eat and watch cartoon! hehe..

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

Long time no blog...

recaps...
thursday 130406

went to see the doctor in the morning, then went home n sleep. haha... my off day. slack arnd watched tv bla bla bla...
at arnd 11.30pm, abg came to fetch me. we went to east coast. hehe. he brought a tent and we spent the nite there. it was fun fixing the tent... so long nvr go for any campin trip. after fixing the tent, we sat on a bench eating the food i cooked. yup. i COOKED. haha.

both of us actually slept all the way. hahaaha... might as well stay at home rite? hehe. i tot of walking down the beach.. wanna find seashells to add to my collections, but i was too lazy also.. i saw him sleeping, i also gone.

the next morning woke up, took pics of the sunrise. hahha...







had my shower at the toilet nearby... i freaked out coz in the toilet there's this gigantic grasshopper.


friday 140406

then went to work.. sian sian.. holiday- gd friday. abg sent me then he went home. work was ok.. kinda busy lah...
abg fetched me from work after that. haha.. im such a pig i noe. so lazy wanna go back myself. bluek. went home, shower, change, then went over to his place. only jalil arnd. we sat down ate my fav chkn rice from banquet and watched tv.

in the evening met his mom and a few of his frens at the new civil service club at bukit batok. is that wats the place called? hehe.. forgot liao. watched them play bowling. i didnt play. decided not to make a fool out of myself. hahahhaa..


zhuri, abg and the mother =p



aza, latiff, guz & zhuri =)


sat 150406

was very late for work. and so was abg. hehe. he sent me 1st then he rushed to work. after work my parents came to fetch me. so pampered. hahahahaha. they forced me to go to 2 weddings. and i was in my uniform. so slack. haiyo.

one was at chai chee. the guy's side. mak long's daughter's daughter wedding or sumthing2 like that. seriously, i dont even noe who the hell is she. saw sahren there. he's with the org masak ppl. haha. now got bike liao. wah seh.. hehe. chat chat for a while. then we were talking abt juli's upcoming wedding. im suppose to plan this meet up. all of us are going for the wedding together.. sort of like anotha gathering lah.

name list:
me
kammy
zalila
suriyah
aim
shalikin
ijal
fareed
saufi
andai
shahrul
sahren
cicak
zairi
and i donoe who else... sum of the above ppl havnt noe yet also i think. hehe.

the other wedding was at sembawang. pak adam's relative's donoe whose daughter wedding. im so not close with all my relatives. 3 of my close cousins from the past were also there. haha.. and i was shocked to noe that the eldest one is actually 21. my jaws dropped... hahaha... i tot they were like 17 or 18. bluek. along siti n sila. siti is taking her A levels at donoe which madrasah i forgot.. al maarif? is it? i forgot. hahahha. anyway, all the best to her.

its good to see them again.. and its a little sad that we've drifted too far away already. haiz~ after primary school i seldom see them, not even on hari raya. i dont recall going to their place ever since after i was 12.

the ONLY relative i keep in touch with is linda. only coz she's working in pizza hut i think. in the same area sumore. other than her... i dont have any aunties or uncles or cousins or whoever that i contact with. how pathetic. bluek.

sunday 160406

work am. had to attend another wedding. how boring. i was forced to go. abg fetch me after work. had to drag him along. the venue was at bukit batok... reached there, saw more relatives whom i have no idea how they are related to me. 3/4 i dont even noe their names. luckily my parents were there. and me n abg were like taggin together near my parents coz were so *lost* had to help out abit before we left.

it was raining again, so were went back to abg's place 1st. i helped him fixed his internet connection.. hahahahha... and i tot i was a complete idiot wen it comes to internet n computers. hehehe.

went to queenstown club to meet his frens. play pool. as usual, i just sat down and watch. very funny. they make stupid2 jokes every now n then. the place was so bloody cold. and i didnt bring my jacket. haiz~

12 midnite, we were still there. and i whispered happy birthday to abg.

Monday 170406

abg's birthday today. Happy 24th Birthday to my dearest fiancee, Mohd Fadir =)

was with him till 12 noon today. so celebrate 12 hours with him liao. haha. he had to work at 1pm, so he dropped me off at JP. i had to go to store for a while early this afternoon. had to copy the spec charts....hehe. 2mrw got the perfect product workshop. so sian.

wah.. such a long entry. hehehe.... haiyo.. now must go and clear all my laundry and fix my fan. i cleaned the fan myself!! hahahahah..

at nite have to watch DIA sumore... ari wibowo.. lol.

k k .. gtg

tata

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

If you can't get someone out of your mind, maybe they're meant to be there...

slept at 5am again last nite. siao siao. but i slept soundly... peacefully. hehe. no dreams, no nothing. didnt have to get up to go pee also. hehe. it was already 1.30pm by the time i wake up. haha... apa nk jadi dgn fariza ni.. ish ish ish.

took cab to work, damn lazy to take train plus i was late. hehe. wats new rite.. bluek. it was alittle busy at nite. and now the fritolay redemption is freaking me out. from the time i came, charles and me were thinking of sumthing to buy for dinner... but in the end till closing time we didnt get anything. haha. charles didnt even noe wer his hunger went to...

im soooo gonna get a new hp. die die must have. N91. i wanna buy N91!!!! love at 1st sight. haha... 4gb memory, can store abt 3000 songs... im sooo gonna get it. dont think it's selling yet... ive checked with m1, they say it's coming soon. wohooo.... i want N91!!

Groove on the go. This mobile jukebox has room for up to 3,000 of your favourite stereo tracks. It's a premium music device that snaps 2 megapixel photos and has smartphone features too. Meet the Nokia N91.





once i have it, im gonna give my mp3 player away.. any takers? hehe. bluek.


What is this that consumes me? Why can't I just let it go? My heart which gives me life is the death of me - how is that so? Tell me - do YOU noe?
 

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

Just because something good ends, doesnt mean something better wont begin =)

slept at 5am ystrdy. watched lady boss.. hehe.. i noe u guys must be going .. "ye eleh... baru skg nk tgk.. " hahaha... i saw my brother rented the vcd, so i sneaked out of my room in the middle of the nite, took the vcd and watched it in my room. me and my brother, we dont share anything. the last time ive spoken more than 10 words with him was 11 years ago. we stay at the same house, but we nvr talk.. bluek.

worked in the afternn just now. went to JP before that. bought abg's bday present. then rushed to work. work was ok...

my eyesight is getting really bad. usually i dont have to wear my specs wen im infront of the pc, but now everything's so blur.. haiz~ getting old. hahahaha...
was dead bored, so posted another bullentin at frenster. hahaha.. zalila got me hooked.

nxt weeked chalet with my dear staffs. the week after that lily's bbq thingy... followed by my boring courses... and then it's may. hahaha.. which i think im gonna freak out even more. so many things to be done. so little time... so little help. im gonna go bonkers for sure.

wanna go watch cartoon now...

ta ta...

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

Off Day...

i guess i need to focus my mind on sumthing else if i dont wanna think of things that are bothering me. hehe.. hopefully this 'tactic' works for me. it sure is helping me for this other thing that im going thru =)

went to the shop to get groceries in the evening wit fahmi. bought lots n lots of junk food and CHOCOLATES. hehe...bought detergent n softener also. so heavy. i still have not changed the softener that im using. it's still the pink softlan one. the scent reminds me of sum1. but im learning to face all these, instead of running away from all the stuffs that reminds me off him.. so wat if the scent smells like his clothes rite?

k, enuf crap. watched DIA while eating all the junk stuffs i bought. so sad lah this episode. dwi died. sob sob. i was like shouting n shouting in my room while watching coz of some parts which made me angry. hahahahaha... nxt mon also i off i think... so can watch again. hehehe.

im gonna cook myself sumthing to eat after this... so hungry. till i blog again!!
tata...

*****


*****

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

As my memories rest...

i better do sumthing abt my sleeping hours. its getting out of hand. haha... 3.40 am and im still WIDE awake listening to shakira... hehe.

i practically rotted at home while waiting for time to go to work. it was super duper freaking busy. finished closing only abt 12 midnite i guess. and the report was bloody slow also...

i only ate 1 apple for the day. and im not hungry. sumthing is not functioning properly in me. and i enjoy procrastinating lately. weird weird. supposed to tidy up my room a few days back...but till today there's like 7 bags lying arnd all over my room, on the bed... books, magazines, hangers, water bottles. im such a pig. hahahahha. and i need to clean the fan too. god pls give me the strength to do so. hehehehehe...

2mrw have to go for the customer mania thing. so sian.but hav to work only 4 hours.. wohooo...

i need to wake up early. so many things need to be done.

there's nothing more left. and im very pleased with myself, coz i didnt shed a single tear. now its time to live life to the fullest. no more looking back with regret. it's the future that is wat i shud be looking forward to =)

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

insomnia? depression?

it's 9.15am. and i havnt slept since last night. my body is shivering, my heart aching, my tummy hungry.

see wat u've done to me? i havnt been myself since u msgd me. y?

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before

6 and 7 april worked in the afternoon. sian sian sian. on the 6th went to the interview. is was ok.. but im not really sure if i wanna work there. but yea, farid was rite, a very interesting job indeed.

had breakfast at BK, then went to the doctor. well, she said i was under tremendous stress. am i? haha. i think too much... or sulk too much... too many "haiz" hahaha. then i came up with this thing: whenever im angry or upset, i'll drink water. it does help. hahaha. and the must-avoids are alcohol and drugs. drugs of course not. alcohol, i'll try not to... bluek =p

im really shoving aside all the things that makes me unhappy. or makes me upset. i dont wanna be bothered by anything at all. sort of trying to change the way my life is. sumtimes i think of things that are unnecessary. thinkin of ppl who dont give a damn abt me. thinkin that it's always my fault instead of theirs. bla bla bla... plus all the other unimportant stuffs that makes me crack my brain.

so now its like im getting to noe new ppl... meeting up with old frens... basically just doing things that pleases me... that makes me happy =)

woke up arnd 2.30pm just now. haha.. i have a problem waking up in the morning lah. switched on nickelodeon then tucked in bed again. then my mom called me at my hp.

Me: "Hello?"
Mom: "Nur, wat r u doing?"
Me: "Huh? Watch TV"
Mom: "Later come to my room"
Me: "Ok bye."

See how lazy handphones can make ppl be?? She was just a few steps away from my room!! duh~

so took the few steps to her room... and she showed me fahmi's hp. my 10 year old brother is using a motorola v3 hp. wat is the world becoming to? she asked me to help with the hp settings and functions... and i was abt to leave the room... she called me again. asking me to help her with her NEW NOKIA N70 hp. wat the fish. aarrghhh... im already plannin sumthing in my mind to psycho her to give me that hp. hahahhaha... *evil me* she doesnt even noe how to use the extra functions!! so might as well give it to me huh.. hehehehe. or i can always treat fahmi to see ice age 2 and then in exchange he can give me his hp. coz he's very easy to psycho. hahahhaha.. thats plan A. if that doesnt work, then i'll proceed to plan B =p

thx to helping my mom, i was late for work. took cab.
reached work with a not-so-sucky feeling... just like i want it to be. haha. my dear yuxian helped me in the evening. thk u so much... i owe him alot. poor him later have to work morning again.

had double cheeseburger after closing.. wait n wait. hate to do closing now. have to wait for ppl to report sales.. then must wait for the cleaner. to make myself happy, i read my fav magz, cleo. hahaha.. and drink water. haha.

reached home... switched on the notebk and no one was online. hahaha. all go party is it friday nite?

smsed with alot of ppl today. must save the balance sms liao. i dont want my hp bill to go over $50 already. hahah... the last bill was just $40+ i think. happy happy.

smsed zalila abt the next outing also. she has to plan for it this time. hhehe... need to take juli's wedding card also.. aku lom ader idea ar girl maner nk gi, nk buat apa...

Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met. A break up is like a broken mirror. It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself trying to fix it. I hope you understand, yes.. you.

* + ...terkadang kala kita, hanya sedar keindahannya pabila ia sudah tiada di depan mata. tidak rela ku lepaskan satu2 nya insan yang berikan ku segala makna kehidupan...+ *

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

Crazy GurLs Day OuT

Ok, things didnt turn out as planned. I got stuck at home till late afternoon coz fahmi took my key to skool. aarrgghh... so angry. didnt have any spare key, n my mom wasnt at home.

didnt get to follow ima to register at bbdc. woke up at 10am, chat wit ima for a while, then slept back. hehe. woke up, already 2pm. bluek. lazed arnd, watch tv, eat, angie called, chat chat chat. msg farid mulisha abt the job interview, asking for his opinion and he said "Go try it out, will be an interesting job. Trust me :) " hehe..

wen to meet the girls at arnd 6pm as planned. surprisingly i wasnt late. infact i was the 1st one there. hehe.. while waitin, i saw fareed. an awkward moment there i must say, but it was ok ;p

zalila came 1st, followed by juli n kammy. i seriously think their voice changed, juli n zalila. hahaha.. and zalila was saying im very skinny. since wen im nt? hehehe. its been years since i last saw them, except for kammy la.

juli is getting married this may. she sure does have that bride-to-be glow all over her.

okie, then we went to marina to have dinner at pizza hut. muahahahha.. yep yep.. of all the places. nisha was on shift. chat chat with her for a while. so happy to see her. miss her so much. while havin dinner, we were like chatting abt skool days, and wat the other classmates are doin now..

went arnd marina taking photos... hehe.


*me, zalila, kammy, juli.... in the toilet. hahaha *


* Us at Marina PH... *



*Kammy and me @ a very depressed state*



*US @ esplanade... had to crop this pic due to sum uncensored scene.. hahaha :p*



From the time we met, till we parted, it was filled with hysterical laughters. All suffered severe tummy aches. hahahahaha...
I had so much fun, we all had a crazy time. hope to do this again sumtime =)

reached home abt 11plus. was online (msn) with abg jus now. ive nvr chat wit him online since 2 years ago or so. hahahha. it was very funny. we had our webcams n mics on...
he went to bed already coz he's working am, and im uploading pics at frenster. hehe... bored. im suppose to tidy up my room... but im toooooo lazy!



i feel drunk but im sober
im young and im under paid
im tired but im working
i care but im restless
im here but im really gone
im wrong and im sorry
and wat it all comes down to?
u said everything's gonna be fine
coz ive got one hand in my pocket
and the other one is givin a peace sign 

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

rockabybaby

its 4am, im suppose to be sleeping, but im blogging instead. hehe. and i have a title which is meaningless.

came back from work at abt 1.45am, went to abg's place to take my notebook. im suppose to print out some stuffs. Caas called me in the afternoon for an interview. At 1st im all excited, i was jumping arnd. ive always wanted to work at the airport. ive already tot of all the things to bring, to wear, to do... then ppl made me think twice.

i tot most of them shud be encouraging, but then they were like... u sure? u wont regret? there's nothing to regret abt! even abg told me to think twice. hmmmm.....

wen the colleagues were reporting the sales to me, most of them were asking me if i was really leaving...gossips travels faster than lighting in this area. fadillah was cracking up nonsense to make me stay. hahaha... had a gd laugh with her.. chat a while with jeg also... and a few others.

hmm... we'll see lah huh.. whether i'll go for the interview or not ;p

rite now im munching the sponge-cake-lookalike-chocolate brownie that ira gave me at work earlier. very sweet of her. and it's very nice... or i simply just cant resist the chocolatiness. hahaha.. wat a word. but really, even charles said it was delicious. ive finished all of them. hahaha.. greedy me.

i really shud go n sleep now. 2mrw's gonna be a looooong day. morning maybe going to the doctor,provided i wake up early, then meeting ima at westmall... alot of photocopyin need to be done, photo taking.. hahaha.. and need to go to the bank... pay bills, post letters... bla bla bla

then in the evening meeting kammy zalila n juliah @ marina. shall blog abt that 2mrw...

for now, sweet dreams for me.

ta ta

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

Dont moan, rejoice.

i woke up amazingly early today... eventhough i slept only at 4plus am. went to bed wondering wat happened to them. i cudnt care much. im just very disappointed with sum ppl.

not really feeling very well today... hav this feverish feeling, my tummy aches. hope it'll go away soon...

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finally ive let go. and im erasing the memories one by one as each day passes...until no sight reminds me of anything. nothing at all. im burning the precious book i made, the pics...and the serviette, which is still arnd. and maybe give away the stuffs...or simply throw them away. i dont seem strong enuf wen i see them arnd. no more contacts in the cell nor online... i should have done this a long time ago.
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there shoud be a chalet coming up.. depending on the response. im soo looking forward to it. always had a crazy time wen im with them... =)

still have time for me to laze arnd before work.

gtg.

bye.

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

april fOoL?

did nothing much the past few days... 30 & 31 worked morning. basically went to work, came back.. slept till the next morning, and went to work again.. haha.. just needed that extra sleeping hours. i wanna try to sleep for 24 hours.. haha. so far its only like 18 hours max.

ystrdy nite went to meet abg. i talked alot. abt things. and end up having a gd respond from him, although at 1st i felt like taking a knife and stab him. it was almost 2am by then, so he drove me home... on the way home, i told him abt my plans with ima. hehe.. but he seems to disagree... haiz~ we'll see how. btw ima.. i think tuesday i can make it. i think it's my off day.

work pm today. april fool's day. but i dont seem to hear anyone saying "April Fool!!!" haha... ok.. i noe i shudnt be bothered abt this.. but i just cant help it. haha. and no one played any april fool prank on me as well... i guess april fool is not the "in" thing anymore la huh.. hehe.

if im not mistaken, today is abg hiezel's wedding anniversary... if not 01/04..then its 04/04. haha.. forgot. haiz~ i guess he's married for 7 years now. 7 long years... y now u have to do all these? im very disappointed with him... :(

on monday its gonna be my siao colleague's 1st wedding anniversary. 03/04/06. Md Yazid Bin Mazelan. hahaha... wish him many more happy years to come.

you lied to me. one lie after anotha... sumtimes i just wish i didnt find out the truth. i guess it'll hurt much less or not at all. is this the direction ur going? u shud be the one guiding. and now ur doing all these? u shud have known better how i'd feel. coz i noe u'd react even worse than me if u were in my shoes. i shud have stabbed u. and now.. i just wanna rebel even more. and i cant wait to have a gd drink.

lets end with a happier note. a reunion. nice? haha. after a reunion with the sec peeps... now it's time to reunite with the pri peeps. hahaha... there's like 4-5 of us staying at wdlnds, within walkin distance from each other.. cute. and i got to noe yat's gf bday is the same as mine =) hmmm... see how. i'll have to shout at wahid's window to contact him coz i dont have his no. bluek.. haha. iskandar works in a bar at clarke quay, and he said we cud get free drinks. hehe. but my schedule for april is like soo bloody irritating... donoe wen i'll have the time. so many things need to settle.

okie.. i need my sleep for now. my body's aching.

nitez!

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

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