im down with flu and i feel feverish. the nose is like a leaking tap. my shoulder aches, only on the left side. y eh? haiz~
i cant kiss Fatin all i want, coz of this stoopid flu. thx eh flu.
nvm all that, i've got things to be happy abt... finally, after all these mths, i can fit back into my fav size 24 jeans again. and my fav little-red-riding-hood sweater looks good on me just like before :)
all these makes me feel more human again :p
*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.
Monday, July 30, 2007
* 2:18 PM
I can only tolerate 2 weeks of crying... lol. and then, in goes the pacifier :p
it's like covering half her face... lol.
Got this from an email sent by Fifa...
-Fariza- VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only.
-Fadir- ARIES - The Liar Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud.
-Fatin- CANCER - The Cutie MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great telling stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it.
and so mohd fadir's the LIAR. haha. can Fatin and me move on with life without u? :p
as planned, we went over to yew tee to paint the house. mohd fadir's younger brother helped us out.
Day
Night
Bubbles was there tOo...
i got bored taking pics, so settled down one corner and watched Hikmah 2 on you tube. good thing i brought my pc along... and there was wireless internet connection :p
reached home arnd 9pm. kissed my baby all over till she got irritated.. haha. just a few hours away from her and i missed her so much already.
my aunties and uncle dropped by last nite. fatin got new baby clothes again :) thank u cik ita! my aunty mentioned on the 26th aug (tintin's cukur rambut) is also her 23rd (if im not mistaken) wedding anniversary. so one more occasion to add in during the doa selamat :)
i havnt packed my stuffs yet. i can sense everything is gonna be a rush. mama and abah nag at me everyday coz they think we're very slow.. haha. haiz... bile lom dpt uma nk pindah sngt... now da dpt kunci, i dont feel like moving out... being at the new place rite now is really scary. i can feel all the pressure on my shoulder even before moving in. ive even taken measures to save water! lol.
i found my helmet while i was cleaning my room... it's getting dusty. it's been months since i last rode on his bike. i miss riding arnd... :(
gtg. tons of stuff to do...
kammy, zally... miss korg many2... :'(
*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.
Saturday, July 28, 2007
* 2:54 PM
My PreCiOus ...
everyone who came to see Fatin since day one says that she looks like her daddy :x skg lagi even worse, muka photocopy daddy dia. cuma hidung dia yang kemek tu ikot mummy dia :p
ive been stuck at home the past few days coz my mom doesnt allow Fatin to go out. and all i do at home is glue my butt to the chair infront of the pc. i guess im back to my old self again (the fariza before being pregnant). i cudnt be bothered abt anything else except for my pc, my baby and my kitties. i cant even be bothered to eat... lol.
yesterday cik aya came with linda and fazlina. they bought me a baby walker :) thx alot! very nice, blue and yellow... my fav colors. plus 2 bottles of mini2 muffins, cik aya must have baked them. mouth-watering appearance, and addictive taste. i must get more from her...
the other day charles xavier (a.k.a old bitch... haha) called me. and he tot i was joking wen i told him i gave birth. coz i was well known as a menopause person to him and yuxian back in bbc. he doesnt even think im capable of giving birth naturally... wtf... im gonna break another of his tooth wen i see him... :p
earlier, i chatted with an old fren on msn. after all these while... i didnt noe wat i was thinking before... i have to admit that it's sumthing childish. not on talking terms because of this particular person. and he's not worth it after all, compared to our frenship... a little to late to realise isnt it? sorry seems to be the hardest word back then, but not anymore. I'm sorry, for everything that went wrong during those times.
i thought it'd be awkward, but i found myself blabbing away. issues that i cudnt discuss with anyone else, i cud with u. mengalah tu bukan kalah... i shud drill dat in my head.
and him? i'd be lying if i say i forgot abt him already. it can be very frustrating at times. of all the people, y u? y can the rest just disappear from my thoughts, but y not u? everything seems so fresh in my mind. every little thing. every little detail. however, i've built a wall between us. not even frenship can come thru it. and it took me all the strength i have not to peep even a tiny weeny bit. that's the way it's gonna be. but will the wall collapse if i were to bump into him? hopefully not. insyaAllah, it wud not crumble down. i made a decision, and i did not regret it at all.
for now, my life's only concern is my baby and my parents. my mom gave her resignation letter already... i have to get a job by september. she told my dad stories she read from the newspapers abt maids abusing small babies (the maid broke both the 6mths old baby's legs!) and parents who splashed hot water at their child. i used to pity the babies and then i'll totally forget abt it. but now it's different, im scared ppl wud do that to my baby. that's y i only trust my mom to take care of Fatin.
2mrw going over yew tee to paint my house :)
*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
* 6:50 PM
and the addiction goes on and on...
after watchin the vid clip then only i understood the song better... kinda eerie though...
reached HDB arnd 8.50am ystrdy. heavy traffic at cte near amk. it seems that area's congested almost everyday all the time. after signing lots and lots of freaking papers, we finally got the keys to our flat :)
went to see the flat for a while after that. not much to be done. just need to fix lights. we're not gonna renovate the flat for now. there's no top kitchen cabinet... only the bottom part. and i dont find it necessary to have the top section done.
it's confirmed Fatin's cukur rambut together with kenduri doa selamat wud be held over at our new place... those coming, please dont expect a fancy apartment ok...
in the afternoon, mohd fadir and me brought fatin to the poly for her 2nd jaundice check up. alhamdulillah it's much much better... 35 only. thx for the bunga2 thingy eh cuyah... :)
went over to mohd fadir's grandma place for a while... followed by a visit to mount alvernia to meet cuyah's baby girl... :) her caesar operation was early in the morning. she gave birth at 8.43am, baby weighing 3.29kg her name's Nur Farah Disa i think... haha.. main bantai jer, i havnt noe yet how it's spelt. anyway, congrats cu! now fatin got new friend :) Fatin and Farah.. nice~
and this morning i got a good nag from mom for bringing Fatin all over the place... bluek. still dlm hari lah bla bla... today she's 13 day old... so abt 2 more weeks then only can bring Fatin go jln2...
My dad was at my place just now... fixing some taps and cleaned the house. dah azan and sembahyang over there. and the power supply ppl were there too... water and electricity bills coming nxt mth... *faints*
im infront of the pc since noon. watched vid clips at youtube... lazed arnd, waking up only to feed Fatin ... hehe.. yet another lazy day...
took pics of the other 3 babies.... :)
hehe... okies, im off...
getting chubbier? hmmm.....
bye!
*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.
Saturday, July 21, 2007
* 5:46 PM
I got addicted. lagu lama ke baru eh ni? lol. i have no idea... Sweet stuff...
Sinaran mata Cerita segalanya Duka lara terpendam Memori semalam
Tinggal segala cinta Tiada kembalinya Abadi kasih kita Kau bawa bersama Mimpi indah mekar Saat cinta bersemi Sedetik asmara syurga Selamanya
Pergilah rinduku Hilangkan dirimu Tak sanggup menanggung Derita dikalbuku
Pergilah sayangku Bermula semula Semangat cintaku Membara kerana dia Tiada niatku
*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.
Friday, July 20, 2007
* 6:48 PM
For once, I felt sorry for T-Bag when i watched ystrdy's episode of prison break. And mahone was sweet enuf to give dede the teddy. is her name dede?... hmm... i forgot. nvm dat...
i've finished watching every episode of Hikmah 3. bole pandai ckp indon mcm ni... :p der's like 40 cds, and each cd is abt an hour. the story line is abt the same as Hikmah 2, but i must say Hikmah 2 is the best among the 3 seasons.
i thought i wudnt watch anugerah 07 finals. i nvr liked that show. but i did.. haha. coz i had some guests over at my place, so we all watched 2gether. i was hoping for Roslan to win. he's not really that handsome lah eh... tapi manis tu ader kot... lol. and mom said he looks like mohd fadir :p and so Aliff won, hmmmm.... i'd rather not comment :x
Fatin's asleep rite now. she's growing well... :)
alot ppl have been asking if i've put on weight... hehe. hmmm... not really dat much actually. i gained only arnd 8-10kg during my pregnancy, which is considered very little compared to other pregnant ppl. after giving birth, i still look the same as before... i think. only a bit of boncitness still there... hahaha. hopefully sit ups wud make them go away. looks as if im 2-3mths pregnant, if ppl didnt noe.
i havnt been following any of the common after-giving-birth practices... like using that thing on the forehead, and the other thing that u have to wrap arnd ur waist and all that... i dont wear socks or slippers at home. and i eat anything i want. and do wateva i want... lol. i even went to ntuc buying groceries even though ppl said i shudnt go out cause dlm pantang or watsoeva... and my parents only have this to say - 'nanti kau dah tua baru kau tahu.....' hehe... ok, i'll wait and see :p
im still thinking when i shud move out to my place..hmmmm... im gonna miss my parents alot wen i go. Fatin's cukur rambut shud be held at my new place arnd end of august.
by september i need to get a job already. after compromising, my mom agreed to quit her job and take care of Fatin while im at work. im really thankful for that, coz i think she's the best person to look after my baby.
before i end, i'd like to congratulate my adik sedara, siti... she's accepted to continue her studies @ University Malaya. i didnt noe it's located at KL... haha... blur me. she's gonna be away for 3 years. im the one who is getting paranoid thinking if she's gonna be alrite der...
adik sedara, take care of urself there ok. dont get urself into trouble. wish u all the best, come home after ur studies and become a good ustazah ok :)
one more pic of Fatin :) Happy weekend ppl....
*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
* 12:00 PM
i had a good laugh reading anees's blog. it didnt even came across my mind that ppl wud thought Fatin's my adopted daughter, coz not many knew i was pregnant... haha. she's not ok! hehehe... penat aku branak kan dia :p
and ima, ur rite, Fatin's born on the same date as my kittens. on the 12th. hehe.
23rd July, collecting the keys to my house :) rezeki baby... and i thought it's gonna be in august. early morning have to be @ HDB already. then in the afternoon, have to send Fatin to poly for her 2nd jaundice check up. hopefully it's below 100 by then.
on the 23rd also, Cuyah going for her caesar operation at 6.30am. by that afternoon maybe i cud see her at mount alvernia. InsyaAllah baby and you would be ok, Amin.
***
woke up at 5am this morning. havnt had a nap since. im sooo gonna have panda eyes soon. Fatin didnt wanna sleep after her feeding time. cuyah msged saying she's coming over to my place. so i woke mom up to bathe Fatin... lol.
cuyah came and bought for me this traditional medicine for Fatin to prevent jaundice. thanx eh cu :) kammy and cuyah coming again 2mrw :) this time kammy better not bubble me again... lol.
*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.
Saturday, July 14, 2007
* 5:27 PM
WARNING - long entry.
it's hard wen everyone is pressuring me to give my cats away. i think they are heartless.
wat wud u do if u have to choose btw ur daughter and ur cats. i noe the ans is very obvious - of course ur daughter. but they just dont understand how much these cats mean to me. i guess in a couple of days all my cats wud be given away. hopefully i wont end up having post-natal depression or anything like dat. im very sure it's gonna leave quite an impact on me. haiz~
hmmm... perhaps some story abt my pregnancy eh... :)
i didnt enjoy any part of it at all. even though some ppl say we shud treasure the moments of being pregnant and all. honestly, i think being pregnant sux. giving birth is much better... lol.
throughout my pregnancy i had to deal with morning sickness, which wud last till noon or even later. imagine vomitting almost everyday throughout 7-8 mths. others had morning sickness for only a few mths, and mine had to drag all the way till i gave birth. how unlucky.
i was pretty much weak all the time. maybe my body's catered for one person only lah eh... haha. additional person in me cud cause severe damage... lol.
and it sux too, not being able to wear wat u want. i take out sumthing from the wardrobe and the 1st thing that comes to my mind; 'Can i fit in this...' and most of the time the ans is No. i've nvr really had this problem before u see... i can still wear the tshirt i bought wen i was in primary 6. sigh~
enuf abt being pregnant.....
there's a list of ppl i'd like to thank...
1st of all, Allah :)
Suriyah Anak Razip... hehehe... a.k.a Cuyah
this young mother never failed to be there for me. she's like my pregnancy 'guru'. lol. tak lokek nasihat, sharing all her experience with me. all the do's and dont's, wat to buy and wat not to buy... seriously, i think i wudn't have pulled thru without her.
she was always a call or an sms away, day or nite... helping me out in everyway possible. listening to my endless whinings and complaints. asking how i was feeling almost every morning. dear cuyah, thx for everything. u dont noe how much i appreciate everything that u've done for me. thank you. i also wanna thank her mom for her concern abt me as well :) thx eh cik.. hehe.
my dearest Mohd Fadir he had to tolerate all my nonsense throughout. lol. all those hormone issues, and cravings, and whinings... everyday there's sumthing i sulked abt. hehe. he tried his very best to meet my needs. even went to get a car *grins* And most importantly, he took leave and accompanied me everytime i had to go for my appointment. and for the record, he didnt miss any of it *smilez* and since im not working, he worked hard to make sure our baby gets the best, providing both our baby's needs and mine.
he reached home from work 20mins after i called him and told him it was time to go to the hospital already. and he was there with me till the time i gave birth to Fatin. this is kinda gross, but he saw Fatin coming out from me, and watched all the way till i got stitched up... lol. eewww... hahaha.
and after all these sick and tiring months... after all these years loving him, this is my ultimate gift for him, a baby... our daughter :)
thank you so much sayang for everything.
Zally and Kammy my darlings who were there for me. who cared for me like a fragile glass. who were even more excited than i was. dearest zally and kammy, thx for being the best of frens anyone could ever have. thx for all the concern towards me. thx for understanding wen no one else did. zally, it was fun choosing baby names with u... going out with u with a tummy... haha. thx for always tolerating my nonsense and my cravings... hehe. dia lah yang slalu temankan gi mkn kalau kempunan... ;p like u said, after ALL the smses, finally Fatin is out... lol.
kammy, thx for calling every now and then to check on me. walking arnd kiddy palace looking for cute baby clothes :) she didnt knew i was already at the hospital. but surprisingly, she cudnt sleep the nite i was in labour ward, and she smsed me asking me if i was ok... i guess my twin-sister-tak-menjadi ni somehow knew i was in pain ;p
i lurve both of u so much... thk u :)
My parents there were ups and downs throughout my stay here after marriage. but somehow, things got better during my late pregnancy. dad always made sure i had good food to eat. mom prepared things for my delivery. they helped me out alot. i thank god i have them with me.
Mohd Fadir's aunt ( Mami Zeenat) she's working at sgh's labour ward. ermmm.. actually it's the ward they send u after delivery lah.. hehe ward 53A. she made sure i got the best consultant they had. my stay was made easy just by saying her name... :) and i got to stay at a better class room thx to her also. didnt regret transferring from nuh to sgh. thx alot for everything mami! :)
All aunties, uncles, grandmas, frens... too many to mention... sorry if i miss out anyone. aunties over at my side... thx for all the advise, and thx for helping my mom out with some of the things as well, like the very excellent tukang urut they recommended. cik aya and fazlina for all the baby stuffs and useful info. mami izzah for the baby book and all the baby stuffs as well. thx for sharing ur experience with me :) mohd fadir's relatives, thx for all the concern. mohd fadir's frens who gave us lots and lots of baby stuff. really appreciate it. thx alot.
and those who visited me at the hospital :) MIL came 1st... then mama and abah...nenek, followed by mohd fadir's siblings and relatives. zally and siti... thx for coming too.
at home, mak milah and family, mak edah and family, my cute and frenly neighbour, pak adam, zhuhri, guz, farid & nadia...
kalah kan org yang menang award kat oscar kan? LOL... sorrylah, excited. haha.
oh ya!! and also too all who left messages at my Cbox and also comments @ Friendster... THK U SO MUCH for all the well wishes :)
***
Fatin is 4day old today. mom accompanied me to the polyclinic this morning to go for Fatin's jaundice check up.
Did i mention mom took leave from work for 1 week just to take care of me and Fatin...? very sweet of her indeed. she's been helping me out alot... im speechless at times. she made sure i got a very good tukang urut, and cooked only healthy stuff for me. buying me fruits and food that was nutricious for me. and made sure i ate them.
dad's very excited as well... 1st grandchild for both of them. they are taking very good care of Fatin, adoring her all they can.
mom starts work the day after 2mrw, im so dead. lol. past few days mom took care of Fatin, bathing her and all that. i take over at nite coz Fatin sleeps with me. Hopefully she'll be a good baby girl and wont cry so much.. hehe.
i met Shelly on the way back from poly just now. hehe.. screamed her name :) 1st few frens to meet Fatin :) sorry lah shelly cudnt stay and chat for long... my mother tgh angkat barang berat lah... :)
pheeww.... long long entry... i guess thats it for now. gotta feed Fatin her milk.
gtg!
*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.
Friday, July 13, 2007
* 6:17 PM
Hi All...
Introducing this little small girl.... :)
Nur Fatin Insyirah Bte Mohammad Fadir... My baby girl...
12/07/07
Fadir and Fatin
Pinky people...
Will update again soon ok..............................................
*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.
Monday, July 09, 2007
* 5:07 PM
i knew it wudnt be long till we speak to each other again... true enuf. hehe. he bought for us dinner, and we ate peacefully while watching my fav sinetron... lol.
the grey clouds have gone :) and no monday blues for me till now.
kammy called arnd noon, and she dropped by. she bought for me Mcd! hehe. i luv u lah kammy. we lepak in my room and i showed her the neoprints we took back in sec sch days, which was almost 10 years ago. lol. we talked abt all the crazy stuff we used to do together... it's amazing how much we've changed since back then. skg da rilek ar org kata... lol. and i owe her a pair of slippers rite now. coz Miki chewed her left slipper! her bf bought for her the slippers sumore... bluek... i felt bad. she said it was ok, but it's not ok for me of course... and i tot only dogs chew slippers :x
recently a new neighbour moved in. level 2, 3 or 4... i really have no idea. but they sux. really an uncivilised, barbaric malay family. i have nvr seen them before though. seems like there's 7 ppl or more in the house. the grandma and all that... rite now, the son or whoever he is, is shouting, crying and screaming away, banging the gate asking sumone to open it. it's very annoying. and you can hear them mocking each other as early as 6.30am. there's lots of children in that bloody house who's making so much noise all the time, esp during weekends. nuisance sumtimes i feel like shouting back asking them to shut up... tapi org kata sabar tu separuh dari iman... LOL... tgk hikmah bnyk sngt ni :p
below are pics of Lilo, taken a while ago...
sometimes i wonder if im lucky to have them... or they are lucky to have me... :p
*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.
Sunday, July 08, 2007
* 1:21 PM
the word disappointed is being slapped all over my face. i cud almost see them. :x
and so ystrdy was my lazy day, and today is not-a-very-good-day for me. hopefully things wont get any worse.
070707 the date i thought it would be, the date i thought she wud come. but i was wrong. haiz~ but there's no one to blame, not even myself i suppose. double haiz~
im very particular about dates. i have no idea y. even my marriage date had to be my birthday. and so was my engagement date, my birthday too. and i have to find events to fill nice nice dates like 040506 or 050607. and this nice date 070707, i cudnt get wat i wanted. triple haiz~
ystrdy nite went to mohd fadir's fren's engagement. guy's side is usually not interesting. i should have followed my gut feeling to stay at home.
and before going home, i had a little argument with mohd fadir. it was really nothing, but i guess due to the disappointment i had the whole bloody day, i cudnt think rationally. it's not solved yet, and i dont intend to do anything abt it. just let it be.
rite now im at home, alone. dad went out, mom working, and thk god the other two asshole's not at home too. mohd fadir's working, and i dont wanna noe wer he's heading after that. all 3 kittens are asleep. they are my stress-reliever. i lurve them.
*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.
Saturday, July 07, 2007
* 3:10 PM
got up early ystrdy morning, fed my babies and prepared breakfast for mohd fadir. he was on leave :) we left home at arnd 9am, accompanied him to a job interview. it was just arnd the corner, at senoko. i waited like 40 mins or so in the car :x he didnt wanna go, but i told him to give it a try. but deep down in me, i know i dont want him to leave harvey norman yet.
on our way to sgh, he told me abt the interview. the working hours and starting pay was good, but still, there's alot of benefits from harvey norman that's incomparable. he got the job at senoko, but we decided to turn down the job offer...
in the afternoon, we had an appointment @ HDB. the officer discussed with us about the loan that we're getting from them. the whole gettin-our-house-key process is very much delayed due to the grant that we're getting. mohd fadir's aunt already settled that for us, i could see the stamp "Urgent" infront of our documents... hehe. and she said we would be getting our keys in August. at 1st i was kinda disappointed, coz we were supposed to get them in July. but after thinking thru, i was ok with it. somehow, it gives us a little more time to settle down :)
our room is very much cramped rite now. we're getting more things lately and there's not much space left. even our wardrobe is gonna burst soon. i have to thank my parents for letting us store some of the things in the living/store room. the dining table for our new home is at the living room here... :x
***
my grandma called me earlier... :) i miss her alot... it's kinda sad she thought that we wont inform her about it. im sure she wud be the 1st few to be informed :) kammy, zally and cuyah... u guys are on the 1st few list of ppl also ok :) lurve u ppl alot.
i have yet to have my lunch. it's my lazy day today. haha... on my lazy days, im too lazy to eat also :p need to drag myself to finish up the laundry, and clean the cat's area... lazy lazy lazy.
mohd fadir coming home in abt an hour. not sure if i have to tag along to his fren's engagement... lazy!!! i just wanna rot in bed and watch tv... can?
*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
* 2:45 PM
yay... new skin :) i think i'll settle down with this one for now...
well... last saturday tagged along mohd fadir and MIL to west coast. we had dinner 1st, then went bowling.
MIL won :p
me? i didnt play... lol. i just sat down... me, my htwo and the baby powder.
i got bored u see... so dat explains the meaningless pic :)
woke up early on sunday... bought breakfast and headed over to MIL's place. after breakfast, i spent my time reading newspaper... lol. sooo unlike me. left arnd 2, coz mohd fadir had a soccer match at police kins. and can i say the ppl there totally sux.
last week they agreed that players can bring their family members, and that's y i came along. there's another little boy and one of mohd fadir's fren's gf...
upon reaching, we were told no family members were allowed. totally fcuked up man... i've always hated this bunch of uniformed group ppl. of course i felt bad, mohd fadir n frens had to make lots of phone calls, talked to lots of officers... bla bla bla... just to let the non-players in. i told mohd fadir i dont mind walking arnd a nearby mall, or go shoppin myself while waiting for them to finish the game, but he didnt wanna leave me alone... hehe. sweet lah pulak.
and so, they cancelled the game and left :x
mohd fadir and me spent the rest of the day at causeway point. walked arnd, bumped into faizal legong.. lol. he's mohd fadir's fren, i know him also lah, we worked together at the old US pizzahut. but i cant really recall any working memories with him though... lol. he was with his wife noni, and their newborn baby, Mya Natra. cute lil girl.
we had dinner at pizza hut... had a reg chkn supreme, soup, lasagne and curry zazzle. i just ate one slice of pizza, and i cudnt eat anything else already... :x
after dinner, movie time! watched transformers... coz lots of ppl gave positive comments abt the movie, and true enuf, it was awesome! i lurve bumblebee... :)
ystrdy met up with kammy... i had a great time, coz she's always full of crappy things that'll make me laugh. accompanied her to tanjong katong coz she was measuring for her hari raya baju kurung. kanchong eh... puasa pon lom lagi... lol.
dropped by sunplaza to meet up with cuyah for a while. bumped into zally as well. kammy met her bf after that, and i went home.
had durians again at nite... lol. tak serik, padan muka, at nite, sweating all the way despite switching on 2 fans...
rite now i have to go hunt for food. i have irritating siblings who finish up the food my mom bought for me... and nobody wanna admit they took my packet of rice. totally fcuked up. ader antu agaknye kat uma ni yg da mkn nasi bungkus aku. sot sot...
*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.
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