Friday, January 11, 2008
* 2:47 PM
atin's sound asleep rite now. i had a long morning with her. she woke me up, by pulling my hair. haha. and then smile at me. she had a good bath with her rubber duckies. yummy breakfast for her as well.
i had her to accompany me in the kitchen while i cooked.
surprisingly, my cooking turned out well, and it was nice. hahahaha...
had my lunch infront of the pc. browsing thru mails, chatting with frens online.
i wonder how true is the saying 'some things are better left unsaid'. how long more can i just let things be as it is? it's very obvious that the word obligation is not in ur life anymore. neither am i asking u to oblige with anything.
and im making things even more difficult for myself coz i make decisions based on wat my heart said, and not the bloody head. it's amazing how u make it seems it's all coming from me. u must have done it many2 times before. like ur a pro already.
so, to say or not to say? i'll have to risk loosing this frenship if i were to blurt out all that's from the heart. but if i choose to just let it be, it'll show how worthless i am.
fcuk.
k, back to reality. ystrdy's my off day. spent the whole day managing the house. had furnitures moved and removed. finally i have a fav room now. a comfy chair infront of the pc desk. i have the printer and nite light, the webcam and atin's pic all on the desk. of course not forgetting my Marshall Mathers CDs and a pic of the man himself. hahaha.
i luv u lah slim shady.. *peace*
*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.
