Monday, November 19, 2007
* 5:03 AM
its already 5am. im still wide awake. i dont feel like sleeping, but i have too. working at 9 later. goodness. im gonna be so groggy at work.
i havnt met atin for 2days. im missing her like crazy. im alone at home yet again.
reached home at 3am from work. 5 of us stayed late to check on 881's print. so there's just kevin fendi and myself in the hall watching 881.. hahahahaha. i feel so like aunty2 lor!!
to me its like a chinese version of hindustan movie. hahahha. all 3 of us didnt watch the show before, and we were cursing and swearing, attempting to throw our shoes at the screen. lol... however i did have a good laugh lah watching it. aunty ling very funny. techno!! hahaha. and that gwan yin guy (is dat his name?? i forgot laa...) he's gorgeous lah.
i shud have joined rafiq and alfred in another hall watching the kingdom lah... they said it was a good show.
on a diff note altogether, my condolences to kammy and family for the lost of their loved one. hopefully ur ok darling. tot of calling u, but i guess i shud wait a few days 1st....
and cuyah, its ok if we dont get to meet or talk often. all i noe is dat u'll always be there wen i need u. that's more than enuf for me k cu. aku understand how its like, having the tot of being selfish and just think of our own self. tapi we're good ppl... LOL... kitorg always think of others before us. kalau free nanti kite bwk fatin ngan fara jln2 k =)
zally... maner eh kau? lama ilang? sorry ive been busy lately. tot of asking u out later. tapi lom confirm. miss kau many2. donoe how its goin along for u. make a decision using the mind, not the heart k darling.
as for me, i really donoe which way in life im heading towards. i can see that im turning from bad to worse, which shud totally be the opposite. im spending all my time at work. coz dats wer im happy.
i seem to find myself getting worked out over small issues. am i the root of the problems? or is it ur just not being sensitive enuf? i have no idea how many times we debated abt this already. i just dont see the point of u sayin u wanna make me happy always, but ur always doing things that u noe wud upset me.
wenever i tot things are gonna be ok, there ought to be sumting that'll make me feel down again.
haiz.. no use sulking. it'll just make me older isnt it.
dont worry, be happy.
yea rite..
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*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.
