Thursday, November 29, 2007
* 1:49 AM
im forcing myself to be awake rite now. its almost 2am. i have to get to work by 8. but im busy wasting my time thinking of fucked up issues that im going thru.
its not always rainbows and butterflies. im down with sorethroat and slight fever. and im definitely dehydrated. i cant rmmbr wen was the last time i had plain water. shd be months ago. i can tell that my body's very weak. i dont noe wer i got the strength to get up and go to work the past few days.
ive been spending days at my mom's place. most prob for anotha week or so.
i was at work for almost 12hrs. met kammy after work. we had dinner at nebo. im glad kammy liked the cheese sausage spaghetti i suggested to her. i had their fish n chips, ILT and chocolate ice cream with brownies, which definitely made the throat worst. and im coughing every min now. sux.
managed to get to fairprice before it closed. got for my mom's place a new fan. new bowl for atin, and a new toy for her too. kammy tak nk saham jatuh carrying that box of fan in the train, so we ended up cabbin home. haha.
2mrw's gonna be a looooong day too. early in the morning there's already projection training. and its fcukin bz thruout the day since skool hols started. but im lookin forward to my movie date with zally. hopefully can squeeze two sessions. sms me to confirm our date k darlin.
i lurve this small girl of mine.
and i miss all of them so much. it nvr fails to bring tears to my eyes wenever i think of them. 
comot is my only darling arnd now. my mom said comot is atin's elder brother. hahahaha.... atin ada terkenan kucing sikit i think. both of them are sleeping together on the bed now. cute.
off to bed.
note to self: get well soon.
*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.
