Friday, October 19, 2007
* 1:00 PM
i woke up kinda late today, tintin was already up, greeting me with a wide smile. seeing that is enuf to make my day =)
spent some time playin with her before getting up... then sumthing came across my mind. maybe she looks boyish coz wen i got to noe i was pregnant, ive always wanted a boy. even wen i knew my baby's gonna be a girl, deep in me i wished they made a mistake. haha.... but wen u see ur newborn, it doesnt matter anymore whether its a boy or girl.
i luv my nur fatin insyirah so much!!!
the plan to go visiting was cancelled ystrdy. mom was lazy. she came over to my place instead, bringing my fav food; ayam masak lemak cili padi.... yummy! my dad dropped by after work. oh ya, he's back from mekkah 2-3days ago.... haha. i forgot wen.
so we spent the afternoon adoring tintin... haha... and watched tv.
i guess i do owe u an apology. i hated myself last nite. i was being difficult for no apparent reason. none of the issues really bothers me actually, but i didnt knew wat got into me to react the way i did.
im sorry.
*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.