Friday, September 21, 2007
* 10:47 AM
u've got to watch
'i now pronounce u chuck & larry'. crazy sh!t sia!! haha. i'd give it 4 out of 5. stress reliever, totally hilarious.
ive been infront of the pc since 8am, wen really, i shud be sleeping. tintin woke me up, and i cudnt get back to sleep. transferred songs to the mp3 playa, listened to lots and lots of songs. no music no life.
going to work later in the afternoon. work's good. great bunch of ppl arnd. u can see me in smiles and laughters thruout my shift. then again, the shitty part have yet to come i guess. haha.
finished my 2 days course earlier this week, 3 more weeks of training, and 3mths of probation, and im all set.
thats work life, but as for life itself, im going thru a state of confusion rite now. it's very unpredictable wat i wud do nxt. and thank god, i have u to hold on to, but it seems like im loosing my grip - or ur loosing urs.
'ur my salvation, i found u juz in time. my 1 temptation, u noe i cant believe ur mine.'these words made my day. the reason y im hangin on, and will nvr let go.
Raindrops keep fallin on my head, but that doesn't mean my eyes will soon be turnin red. Cryin's not for me,coz I'm never gonna stop the rain by complaining.But there's one thing I know, the blues they sent to meet me won't defeat me. It won't be long till happiness steps up to greet me.im tired, dehydrated maybe... i dont noe how long more i can go on. counting the days till i breakdown. then only maybe ur fcuking eyes can see wat ive been doing all these while. it's not as easy as u think it is. always easier said than done.
it's always very disturbing wen u log in to frenster, click on the 'who viewed me' link, and see someone u dont wish to be reminded of.
if u have to leave, i wish that u wud just leave, coz ur presence still lingers here, and it wont leave me alone.
*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.
