Sunday, September 02, 2007
* 4:30 PM
i miss them. i still do, forever will.
tears accompanied me during prayers, as i begged Him to take care of them for me. it's been 3 days, and i still find myself looking out of the window helplessly every now and then.
and i still hate u very much.
i have been in a world of my own for the past 2 days. day dreaming away. i didnt knew how i got the courage to let it all out. wat the hell was i thinking? no wait, i wasnt thinking.
didnt it occur to me i might jeopardize the whole thing altogether? didnt it occur to me i might ruin a great frenship just becoz of my own selfish thoughts and feelings.
i tot it was gonna be awkward. but u had ur ways to tell me that it was ok. exchanging thoughts for 16hrs plus another 10hrs the nxt day makes it unbearable to say our goodbyes.
you are very much appreciated.
thank you for everything.a special day for my dearest darling kammy.
Happy 24th Birthday my dear...
Labels: .cupid just shoot another one of them god damn darts at me.
*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.