Tuesday, September 11, 2007
* 1:18 AM
.horoscope for the day.Keep on keeping on -- you are closer than ever to getting what you want, and if you just keep going you will soon (very soon) see a sign that things are about to change the way you want them to. If you're on a diet, you'll notice your clothes fitting differently. If you're working on a new relationship, you will start to see this person open up in a deep and meaningful way. If you are just trying to stay positive, you will soon get the encouragement you need.hell yea, i need tons of encouragement!
saturday 080907, went over to uncle sham and aunty linda's place at palm gardens. had alittle family bbq to celebrate uncle sham's (39th) and aisy's(8th) bday. it was also my grandma's (68th) birthday lah.
bila aku dpt tinggal uma mcm ni kan.. haha.. yea i noe, wait long long.
.birthday boy.
.my fatin insyirah.
.i found the reason for me, to change who i used to be, a reason to start over new, and the reason is u.
.aizat, aunty linda's baby boy.
.best aunt ever... cik aya. and tintin, yup, the little small BOTAK girl. haha.
.baby aizat and baby atin.
sunday morning was a good one for me... mom stayed over my place the night before. woke up at ease knowing she's arnd.... and he's not.
we had alot to talk abt.
too bad she had to leave early...
my monday started off well. sent fatin to mom's place. got a cab fast enuf. my neighbour was arnd wen i reached. kinda miss her. haha.
everything back home's peaceful. my parents adore tintin. i lurved the sight of it.
went for my interview. it went well. and i got the job. sumthing i noe i'd love.
shared the happy news with close frens. and cant wait to share it personally with u.
thanked the interviewer, rushed off and cabbed over there. and waited. and that's all that happened.
thx eh.
for the 1st time in my whole entire fcuking life, i got stood up.
now i noe how it feels.
it's like u wanna laugh coz of how stupid it was.
u wanna cry coz it hurts too much.
u wanna get angry coz u felt used.
u wanna be sad, coz u trusted.
'i give u my trust, please take good care of it.' remember?
obviously u dont.
to add up to the misery, i wasnt greeted well enuf wen i reached home too. and so my monday got fcuked up.
God, let 2mrw be a better day. Please.
u seem to find the dark, wen everything is bright.u look for all that's wrong instead of all that's right.does it feel good to u, to rain on my parade?u never say a word, unless it's to complainit's driving me insane.so wat's it going to take for u to realise?it all could go away in one blink of an eye, it happens all the time.my darlings kammy and zally were as sweet as ever. there are always there in times like this.
zally cudnt sleep coz of some issues that's bothering her, so we spent our time on msn chatting, cheering each other up. i needed that. thx zally.
fatin's sleeping over at mom's place. cant wait to pick her up 2mrw. i miss her so. the only one that matters to me now.
wake me up wen september ends.Labels: wrenched
*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.
