Sunday, July 08, 2007
* 1:21 PM
the word disappointed is being slapped all over my face. i cud almost see them. :x
and so ystrdy was my lazy day, and today is not-a-very-good-day for me. hopefully things wont get any worse.
070707 the date i thought it would be, the date i thought she wud come. but i was wrong. haiz~
but there's no one to blame, not even myself i suppose. double haiz~
im very particular about dates. i have no idea y. even my marriage date had to be my birthday. and so was my engagement date, my birthday too. and i have to find events to fill nice nice dates like 040506 or 050607. and this nice date 070707, i cudnt get wat i wanted. triple haiz~
ystrdy nite went to mohd fadir's fren's engagement. guy's side is usually not interesting. i should have followed my gut feeling to stay at home.
and before going home, i had a little argument with mohd fadir. it was really nothing, but i guess due to the disappointment i had the whole bloody day, i cudnt think rationally.
it's not solved yet, and i dont intend to do anything abt it. just let it be.
rite now im at home, alone. dad went out, mom working, and thk god the other two asshole's not at home too. mohd fadir's working, and i dont wanna noe wer he's heading after that.
all 3 kittens are asleep. they are my stress-reliever. i lurve them.
i need mcdonalds rite now.
Labels: 070707 = disappointment
*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.
