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Saturday, July 14, 2007

* 5:27 PM

WARNING - long entry.

it's hard wen everyone is pressuring me to give my cats away. i think they are heartless.

wat wud u do if u have to choose btw ur daughter and ur cats. i noe the ans is very obvious - of course ur daughter. but they just dont understand how much these cats mean to me.
i guess in a couple of days all my cats wud be given away. hopefully i wont end up having post-natal depression or anything like dat. im very sure it's gonna leave quite an impact on me.
haiz~

hmmm... perhaps some story abt my pregnancy eh... :)

i didnt enjoy any part of it at all. even though some ppl say we shud treasure the moments of being pregnant and all. honestly, i think being pregnant sux. giving birth is much better... lol.

throughout my pregnancy i had to deal with morning sickness, which wud last till noon or even later. imagine vomitting almost everyday throughout 7-8 mths. others had morning sickness for only a few mths, and mine had to drag all the way till i gave birth. how unlucky.

i was pretty much weak all the time. maybe my body's catered for one person only lah eh... haha. additional person in me cud cause severe damage... lol.

and it sux too, not being able to wear wat u want. i take out sumthing from the wardrobe and the 1st thing that comes to my mind; 'Can i fit in this...' and most of the time the ans is No. i've nvr really had this problem before u see... i can still wear the tshirt i bought wen i was in primary 6. sigh~

enuf abt being pregnant.....

there's a list of ppl i'd like to thank...

1st of all, Allah :)

Suriyah Anak Razip... hehehe... a.k.a Cuyah

this young mother never failed to be there for me. she's like my pregnancy 'guru'. lol. tak lokek nasihat, sharing all her experience with me. all the do's and dont's, wat to buy and wat not to buy... seriously, i think i wudn't have pulled thru without her.

she was always a call or an sms away, day or nite... helping me out in everyway possible. listening to my endless whinings and complaints. asking how i was feeling almost every morning.
dear cuyah, thx for everything. u dont noe how much i appreciate everything that u've done for me. thank you.
i also wanna thank her mom for her concern abt me as well :) thx eh cik.. hehe.

my dearest Mohd Fadir
he had to tolerate all my nonsense throughout. lol. all those hormone issues, and cravings, and whinings... everyday there's sumthing i sulked abt. hehe.
he tried his very best to meet my needs. even went to get a car *grins* And most importantly, he took leave and accompanied me everytime i had to go for my appointment. and for the record, he didnt miss any of it *smilez*
and since im not working, he worked hard to make sure our baby gets the best, providing both our baby's needs and mine.

he reached home from work 20mins after i called him and told him it was time to go to the hospital already. and he was there with me till the time i gave birth to Fatin. this is kinda gross, but he saw Fatin coming out from me, and watched all the way till i got stitched up... lol. eewww... hahaha.

and after all these sick and tiring months... after all these years loving him, this is my ultimate gift for him, a baby... our daughter :)

thank you so much sayang for everything.

Zally and Kammy
my darlings who were there for me. who cared for me like a fragile glass. who were even more excited than i was.
dearest zally and kammy, thx for being the best of frens anyone could ever have. thx for all the concern towards me. thx for understanding wen no one else did.
zally, it was fun choosing baby names with u... going out with u with a tummy... haha. thx for always tolerating my nonsense and my cravings... hehe. dia lah yang slalu temankan gi mkn kalau kempunan... ;p like u said, after ALL the smses, finally Fatin is out... lol.

kammy, thx for calling every now and then to check on me. walking arnd kiddy palace looking for cute baby clothes :)
she didnt knew i was already at the hospital. but surprisingly, she cudnt sleep the nite i was in labour ward, and she smsed me asking me if i was ok... i guess my twin-sister-tak-menjadi ni somehow knew i was in pain ;p

i lurve both of u so much... thk u :)

My parents
there were ups and downs throughout my stay here after marriage. but somehow, things got better during my late pregnancy. dad always made sure i had good food to eat. mom prepared things for my delivery. they helped me out alot. i thank god i have them with me.

Mohd Fadir's aunt ( Mami Zeenat)
she's working at sgh's labour ward. ermmm.. actually it's the ward they send u after delivery lah.. hehe ward 53A.
she made sure i got the best consultant they had. my stay was made easy just by saying her name... :) and i got to stay at a better class room thx to her also. didnt regret transferring from nuh to sgh. thx alot for everything mami! :)

All aunties, uncles, grandmas, frens...
too many to mention... sorry if i miss out anyone.
aunties over at my side... thx for all the advise, and thx for helping my mom out with some of the things as well, like the very excellent tukang urut they recommended.
cik aya and fazlina for all the baby stuffs and useful info.
mami izzah for the baby book and all the baby stuffs as well. thx for sharing ur experience with me :)
mohd fadir's relatives, thx for all the concern.
mohd fadir's frens who gave us lots and lots of baby stuff. really appreciate it. thx alot.

and those who visited me at the hospital :)
MIL came 1st... then mama and abah...nenek, followed by mohd fadir's siblings and relatives.
zally and siti... thx for coming too.

at home,
mak milah and family, mak edah and family, my cute and frenly neighbour, pak adam, zhuhri, guz, farid & nadia...

kalah kan org yang menang award kat oscar kan? LOL... sorrylah, excited. haha.

oh ya!! and also too all who left messages at my Cbox and also comments @ Friendster... THK U SO MUCH for all the well wishes :)

***

Fatin is 4day old today. mom accompanied me to the polyclinic this morning to go for Fatin's jaundice check up.

Did i mention mom took leave from work for 1 week just to take care of me and Fatin...? very sweet of her indeed. she's been helping me out alot... im speechless at times. she made sure i got a very good tukang urut, and cooked only healthy stuff for me. buying me fruits and food that was nutricious for me. and made sure i ate them.

dad's very excited as well... 1st grandchild for both of them. they are taking very good care of Fatin, adoring her all they can.

mom starts work the day after 2mrw, im so dead. lol. past few days mom took care of Fatin, bathing her and all that. i take over at nite coz Fatin sleeps with me. Hopefully she'll be a good baby girl and wont cry so much.. hehe.

i met Shelly on the way back from poly just now. hehe.. screamed her name :) 1st few frens to meet Fatin :) sorry lah shelly cudnt stay and chat for long... my mother tgh angkat barang berat lah... :)

pheeww.... long long entry... i guess thats it for now. gotta feed Fatin her milk.

gtg!

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.