Tuesday, May 08, 2007
* 4:23 PM
My heart's been aching constantly. It's been 4 days since i last saw her.
Coklat coklat, wer r u?
i tried looking arnd, but i cudnt find her. i find myself looking out of the window every now and then, hoping to see her, hoping she'll come home. im having sleepless nites, thinking of nothing else but my dear coklat.
it breaks my heart even more wen i see her kittens sit by the window, it's like as though they are waiting for their mummy to come home. she's been a very good mummy to her kittens. they must be missing her alot. she has the home address attached to her collar. hopefully someone wud see it and bring her back.
it's really difficult for me to accept the fact that she's gone. it seems unreal to me. part of her (her kittens) are still with me, maybe that's y i have yet to break down.
comot reminds me of her... they look similar...
Coklat

Comot

is she gonna be ok? have she eaten? is there fresh water to drink? are ppl bullying her? is she afraid? is there a shelter for her if it rains?
all these questions have been running thru my mind all day. she's nvr been away for this long. she always have a cozy place to sleep, away from the sun and rain. she's been given good food, taken care of since she was small. how is she gonna survive out there? haiz~
she's not just a pet. she's part of the family. she's my dearest fren :'(
Dearest Coklat,
Please come home soon. I miss u alot.
Comot, Miki & Lilo miss u too.
Do u still think of us?
Do u miss us too?
Im sorry if i ever scolded u.
Im sorry if i ever shouted at u.
Im sorry if at times i didnt share my chicken with u.
Im sorry if at times i disturbed u wen u were sleeping.
Please come home, i promise i'll take even better care of u.:'(
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