Wednesday, October 11, 2006
* 12:23 AM
HEARTworked morning on Monday. had a visitor from KFC Philippines. Mr Simon Reyes. Very nice and frenly guy. it wasnt really busy, thk god, not enuf staff. Sat im working morning shift. at 3pm, Taufik Batisah, Hady Mirza plus a few more fav idols are gonna be infront of my store... LOL. im soooo looking forward to sat. i wonder if i can stand at the bar to see them on stage. Electrico's gonna be there also. i wanna take pics!! haha...
taufik batisah getting married? i missed the interview...with who eh?? hehe... curious n kpo.. lol.
went home myself after work last mon, abg had to stay late at work... they had the harvey norman thingy at expo. went to causeway point, walk arnd, went to the pet shop, bought a few more stuffs for coklat.
i luv coklat alot. she means alot to me =) a few more pics of my sleeping beauty.



i was getting vcd 'Heart' from the shop near the mrt... hehe.. and he actually asked for my ic. the movie's rated NC16. do i even look like 16 and below?? LOL.
after buka straight away watched the vcd.
sumone said it was good. and i lurve the song so much. it was another one of those movies that i'd cry my eyes out watching. i think throughout the movie i was crying so bad.. lol. my eyes were swollen, and i had a huge red nose after watchin it. freak sia. but seriously, it's damn damn sad man.
but i hate the ending, i hate luna, and i hate farel... hehe. but they are not in the wrong lah... it was just not the rite situation for rachel i guess. sad sad sad :'(
i shall not say anything much abt the movie coz passing the vcd to darling zally. let u watch and cry ok zally. hehe.
i used to tell someone, there cant be friendship in love. but he said that's not true. after watching the movie.... i cant agree with u anymore. i still think wat i believe is true... well this is my point of view lah. maybe others look at it differently.
i can nvr see a friendship wen u love some1... of the opposite sex that is. to love my frens, like siti zally and kammy or even the guys, like cicak ikin and a few others, it's possible for me...of course. but to be frens with some1 i used to love, seems like an impossible thing for me. y? i dont noe... maybe i very kuno lah huh... lol.
tuesday work am also. i was ironing abg's CD uniform... throughout, memories raced thru my mind. sometimes i wonder how it wud be like, or wud have been... and i noe wat's the reply gonna be... "
Why Now?"Where truth remains untold, beneath the sounds of silence, that broken heart unfolds - maybe this is y...
ok, enuf sad stories...
oh ya, took this wen he was wearing his boots.. hehe..

before i doze off, here's a little sumthing darling zally shared in her blog... and i wanna share it too... esp to u.
btw, zally, im glad that ur happy, wateva ur decision is, u noe kammy and me will always be there to support u ok. just remember wat i said ok, think loooong term.. lol. hope u will have more of 'last sunday' lol *peace* luv ya.
Missing Someone....Have u ever missed someone and feltterrible because u think tat he/she doesn't miss u?Missing someone is a terrible thing but at the same time, a sweet feeling.....U will be sitting around wondering if u meant anything to him/her.Thinking if he/she ever cares about u....Rushing to the phone once it ringshoping that it's him/her.Looking out of the window hoping thathe/she will surprise u by appearing downstairs...Sitting in front of the television but thinking of him missing the final episode of yourfavourite show....Laying on your bed, thinking of the lasttime u wen out together....Thinking of how nice it will be to situnder the stars again, talking about everything,your dreams, plans, future....Logging on to the internet hoping to seehim/her online.When u realise that he/she isn't onlineand did not return your calls, u will start worrying if he/she is okay.Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess.
It exposes u to loneliness....It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u knowthat there is actually a feeling known as emptiness.Sometimes it feels good to miss someone....U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him/her...
But missing someone and not knowing if he/she is feeling the same is terrible.U feel as if u are being left alone.....So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let them know.At the same time, ask if they miss u.Don't let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or paranoid.If u are the one being missed and u know it, let the other party know.If u miss him/her too, tell them. Don't let them wait.
*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.