Sunday, August 13, 2006
* 4:24 AM
updatezlast friday after work went over to head office and met up with nora. sat down and chat with her for a quite awhile... very bubbly lady... from kallang went over to cik aya's place at yishun... bought for her chocolates =) ive always tot that her bday is on the 17th sept, but it's actually on the 19th =p
gossiped abt lots of stuff... lol... ive always lurved listening to all her stories. mama n abah came abt and hour later, followed by cik cob. last time i saw him was on my engagement.. he still looks the same after all these years. i used to be so close with him, didnt noe wat drifted us apart... haiz~ we were suppose to be there to lay out some plans abt my wedding preps, but they were too busy debating abt some other hot issues. so i left to meet kammy at yishun interchange.
looked all over for a gift for my dad, but cudnt find anything that i wanted to give him. so i went to causeway point after that.. bought some small gifts for him and lots of chocolates... and a bday cake.
truffle from prima deli... *yummy*
bought some more food at the pasar mlm beside causeway... felt a little lonely wondering arnd alone... i used to go to pasar mlms with abg... things change, so do ppl.
bumped into ferdi on my way home. he's still as cute as ever. i just smile and left =) thought of the times with him. he was so fun to be with, we loved hanging out just lazin arnd..
work was kinda busy just now, dine in with queue... delivery lots of pending. hectic. helped out with kitchen. i just cudnt do svc today. i was bothered abt that issue the whole shift. haiz~ i didnt mean to make things so complicated and troublesome. i didnt knew it'll turn out this way. having fairy god parents wud do me good in a situation like this. so i can wish that i do not have any emotions, just like wat timmy wished for in one of the episodes.
im thinking abt wat he wud think, how wud he think of it, wud he hate me.. but if i stay, i'll make other ppl disappointed instead... lots of others. y cant things be easier? why cant i put myself above the rest? think of wat is best for me and not constantly thinking abt how others wud feel... at times like this i wish he was arnd to talk to me, and listen to me and tell me wat to do. but he's nvr there. i cant depend on him anymore, i'd have to find some1 else to share things with... some1 who wud listen and comfort me and tell me everything's gonna be ok.
aqil waited for me after work. went to this coffee shop at 136, joined the rest of the girls. the tv was showing meteor garden II on channel U. shuyun shushan aisyah and me was chatting away abt daoming si and all the other casts... even though its an old show, we seem to rmmbr every detail...
took some pictures with them =)
Nisa, Me and Aqil
Nisa and Me
Aqil and Me
Shuyun, Nisa and Shushan
left arnd 2.30am, took cab with aqil. im gonna miss being crazy with him wen he's gonna tranfer to tnt...
happy sunday.
*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.
