Monday, August 14, 2006
* 4:36 AM
there's no more us, it's just u & me... and in me, there's no u.reached home from work arnd 230am...lepak with aqil and nisa. chatted abt some interesting issues. and im glad i could let out some of the things that's killing me inside. it's just a matter of time, so i'll just mind my own business.
work was super duper busy, worst with the hsbc thingy. didnt get to go for the class with zally n kammy... but later on found out that kammy didnt go also. ok, i have to admit, i miss being free, like the time wen i didnt work. i'll have to miss nxt week's class also, coz im working am. and last sat, i cudnt make it to siti's new home thingy. haiz~ felt bad... wat the heck, im always feeling bad lately. the reason again... coz i think of others too much. i still havnt got over ystrdy's issue... dont think i'll ever get over it.
during closing, was chatting with the other 2 assts. they are actually surprised with the way i see things. and they are not the 1st person to say that i dont look like im getting married, and far from behaving like one. i have ppl all over me reminding me, naggin at me... bla bla bla.
seriously, my mind is not really dat straight now. i dont noe wat i want. im not being myself, too fickle minded lately. too many things in my head, and its gonna burst out soon coz i dont share them with anyone... hopefully these grey clouds wud go away soon... =(
*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.
