Wednesday, August 16, 2006
* 12:19 AM
So sick of you.time flew by really fast at work earlier. dine in was full of ppl. and there was just 4 of us running arnd. one call after anotha, and everyone seems the noe all the news. info travels faster than anything else within the stores. im sick of explaining.
slacked arnd before i helped my dad out with his excel project. sooo sleepy... i havnt even finish them now.. have to cont 2mrw. sux.
donoe wat i'll do 2mrw. dont feel like sending out the invitations. im like hanging waiting to die. dont even noe wat is going on with the wedding. like fcuk, u dont even noe whether u are getting married or not. this is all so shitty.
btw, zally dearest, thx for comforting me, and the encouraging words in ur blog for me. luv u larling... xxoo.
im officially
SINGLE. i reached out to u, but u just watched me fall... this is wat u want isnt it?
i dont wanna go to bed every night crying myself to sleep. ur not worth my tears.
everything arnd me is not being easy with me. esp my bloody feelings. and it doesnt help wen im blacklisted for some ppl. u just dont noe who to turn to.
all im looking forward to right now is my transfer....
and my pay...
and the meet up with the old US ppl on sat...
and kak ida's engagement...
and cuyah's baby's arrival soon...
there's more to life. one life, live it.
u suck. girls, u can go burn his bike. lol. luv u my darlings. see u girls soon.
anyone wanna date me for a movie? lol.
*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.