It's almost 2am and im suppose to be in my dreamland.. but here i am... blogging. well.. too much things in my mind. and im glad i shared some out wit ima. thx ya girl.. i guess u are the only one who noes the situation well enuf.
didnt do anything today... rot at home. 1st half watch tv. watched "something's gotta give" on hbo again. i dont how many times i watched that movie already. 2nd half of the day, spent it online. got a new blogskin. i kinda like this one. but i had sumthing else in mind.. nvm.
2mrw have to work morning. i wont be seeing angie at work till month end. bluek. gonna miss crappin with her.
sum1 msgd me today. i dont even noe how to feel abt it. i really dont noe. haiz~ thing's are harder than it seems to be. u have no idea wat i am going thru. i dont see things to be that hard on u. y eh? i asked a fren, and he said he got used to it. getting use getting over sum1?? it didnt mean anything in the 1st place i suppose.
"it's tearing up my heart wen im with u, but wen we're apart i feel it too. and no matter wat i do, i feel the pain, with or without u" - i dont even noe how to react to this. it seems negative in a way... haiz~
i just wanna get over it.
me n him. i dont noe. i knocked some sense into my head today... why are things like this? am i faking to be happy? u are sum1 else now. and u say i dont noe u well enuf to noe wat u like and wat u dont. well, honestly, yupz, i dont noe u already now. ur like a stranger in my life, hurting me in everyway possible. its seems to make u happy. and u seem proud to be who you are now. im trying to be wat u want me to be... trying to please u, make u happy, but ur doing the opposites. well, i cant be bothered already.. y shud i rite?
i need a cat. seriously. i luv talking to cats. i didnt talk the whole day, except on the phone with angie for abt 15-20 mins in the afternoon. its something normal wen its my off day and im at home. i wonder wen i'll talk to the ppl in this house... hmm... somebody pls get me a cat on my bday..
i miss snoop. and bubu. and baby.
k.. enuf crap for today. im gonna have a hearty supper and off to bed.
btw, the notebook's not gonna be with me for like 2 days or so.. so u wont see me online.
till then...
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*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.
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