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im really not sure yet if im gonna come back and blog here.

i'll just leave this page as it is for now.


luv,
faz.

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

yay yay... atin's gonna walk real sooooooooon. she's taking a few steps at a time now. im sure she'll walk in no time. my baby's turning 1 nxt mth!! =) i have no idea y im the one getting all excited. haha.. ive browsed thru the cakes at coffee bean. they have really2 nice ones.















im gonna make sure she's able to walk before her 1st bday... hehe =)

it's really getting dusty here. ive got nothing much to update lately. life is only abt work and atin.

im thinking of going for a short holiday. hmmmm....

anyway... movies!! haha... kung fu panda was a lil lame, even though abg was so happily laughing away watching it. i was sitting with ronda as usual. i slept during the movie also.
i've nvr really liked movies dat has got anything to do with jack black.

watched sex and the city for the 2nd time. i hav no idea y :x

incredible hulk was quite ok. not too draggy. overall satisfied with the movie. haha.

i went shopping alone the otha day. bought lots of tops for myself, and toys for atin. i was looking arnd for bags actually. and i got myself one from esprit.
the next day i didnt like the bag at all. it's like i went in kena possess to buy dat $100 bag, and then i didnt noe y the hell i bought it.

now i have unsettled business - to get anotha bag!

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

things have always been the way i want it to be. the way I choose it to be. ppl see it as a selfish act. yes, i do admit it myself. but i dont really give a fuck wat others think, coz i noe im making a rite decision for myself, and for some other matters, decisions abt atin.

my life is not as bad, compared to many others. but still, it's a life u can cry urself to sleep thinking abt.

im in my own world rite now, the few things in it includes atin and work. dats abt it. i cant be bothered to think abt anything else.

i managed to get away to town the otha day. accompanied ronda to watch ayat ayat cinta @ orchard cineleisure. and yes, i cried again. haha... fahri fahri... =)

the rest of my week wud just be sweet and simple... work n work. haha. 2mrw evening there's gonna be a small dinner for abg, jen and me. im looking forward to it. im gonna ask my dad to cook =) jen's bringing spag and abg's gonna bring his mom's delicious roti boyan. hahaha.

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

i really dont noe how to rate sex and the city. it's mind opening, lots of lessons to be learned - good ones. but it's kinda draggy, and a lil boring. plus too many censored parts on the prints. haha.
Narnia, was another yawned-throughout movie session we had. i was at the edge of my seat, yes, but only tryin to figure out when the movie wud end. we were throwing bags of chips at one another, and chatting away. ronda beside me,however, was drooling over that caspian and peter guy. guapo! haha.

i've completed the movies on my must-watch list, next up Incredible Hulk and KungFu Panda. hopefully i wont be as disappointed with bad endings and bad story line.

it's already June. gosh, how time flies. next month the little girl's gonna be 1 year old already =)
im still thinkin wer to celebrate her 1st birthday. tot of just inviting the closest ppl to mom's house and ask abah to cook. or maybe just eat out or sumthing... i still got a month and a half to think.
she's gonna learn to walk really soon. and all the things in the house have been kept out of reach frm her. haha. she's going thru the drawers and messing stuffs up... haha. i luv her so much.

my life is still in a mess. so dont really wanna talk abt it. im sure ppl are sooo curious to find out wats happening. alot of questions remained unanswered. lets just keep it dat way lah ok. all wud be revealed wen the time is right. haha... jeng jeng jeng... suspen gitu.

mean while, i'll still fall, i'll get up again... and i'll keep on dancing... =)

have a gd monday... have a good week.

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

i desperately need peace in my heart. at times like this, i wished i had no emotions at all. most of the time, i really donoe wat the hell im doing, wat the hell im thinking.

then i'll go 'sampai bila nk mcm ni?'

stress betol. haiyo!

anyway, indiana jones... well... ermmm... uuhh...
hehe.. go watch and find out urselves lah k.
sit back, relax, and get prepared for a predictable storyline.
2 out of 5 to me.

off to get some rest before work 2mrw...
happy thursday.


ibu and atin bad hair days... haha

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

ive been spending alot of time at work lately. it feels more at home there. and my heart's at ease. but of course i'd find time to be with my girl. i lurve her so much.

nothing's going on lately. ironman's making money. ayat2 cinta's dying down already. basically we're preparing for Indy 4 and KungFu Panda.
congkak is crazy. im sure 3/4 of them wud be cursing and swearing with the ending. i had my eyes and ears closed thruout the movie. haha. pointless to even be in the cinema isnt it. no choice, i was dragged to watch dat movie.

made of honour... so so lah. not really very interesting. chocolate's really good. the few of us watching sampai terbawak2 the next day trying to mimick zen.

it's my off day today. just atin n me at home. im still thinking if we shud go out. the weather's hot, and im plain lazy. i guess its anotha day rotting at home.

oh ya... cupid dropped by... again. hahahahaha.. peace.

When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,
I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

its my off day =)

my plan: to rot at home.

im like having the worst strain neck or stiff neck or salah bantal or wateva shit they call it. its damn painful lor!! it has been 3 days in a row getting that stupid shit. i've tried ice packs, warm cloth and even those minyak urut. nothing seems to work. it does irritate me alot, dah mcm robocop... so stiff! mangkok tol.

mom and dad went to JB. so there's just atin n me. she's asleep rite now. and im busy catching up with all dat ive missed online. i went thru profiles at frenster, and found out that there were frens engaged, frens married. im not even aware of it. haha.

last saturday dropped by amkh. had dinner at mcdonalds... bumped into my dearest mummy lily and daddy rafiq. haha. omg, how much i missed them. they were having their break. met them again shortly, went up to watch the forbidden kingdom. so many new faces at concess.
the movie was good, funny =)

sunday was a great day too, though i woke up with a minor heart attack. hehe. it was 5mins to 8am, and i was supposed to be at work by 8. lucky enuf abg was still arnd at work. pheww.

met up with zally after work. i miss all my frens lah... haiz.. if only there's more than 24hrs in a day.
walked arnd cwp for a while, shopped for make up and stuff. settle down at mcdonalds for a drink, chat chat chat... told her a very interesting life experienced story.. hahahaha... happening kan zally?? kan kan kan ... haha. peace. and she was telling me all abt her life... im glad that ur happy =)

now we're both happy... kan kan kan.. hahaha. i luv u zally. thanks for always being there with me thru all the shits in life. it has finally paid off. for both of us =)

we took off soon after. both of us had plans to go to Jurong Point. we spilt from there, and off she went to her own world with the only one... whaahahahahha... k k peace.

i had a good time myself, sitting and chatting with my pure chocolate ice blended and boston brownie till wee hours.

oh ya, earlier on sunday, it was cool meeting the stars of ayat ayat cinta. its a must watch ok. super sad lurve story. they had the preview screening and the hall was sold out. see... i told u its good.
it'll be out in cinemas 2mrw. be sure to catch it ok. zally.... amcm??? nk tgk??



some suria guy interviewing the stars.




luv u =)


hehe. atin in her tigger suit.





thx for bringing back the smile. thx for all the happiness. till that day, we'll be strong for now. we're gonna get wat we both deserve... soon enuf.
cinta ini tak mungkin ku cegah, ayat ayat cinta bercerita.

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

It's almost 2am, and amazingly im still awake infront of the pc. i made it a point to sit instead of lying down. i cant last hours staring at the screen like i used to. age is cathing up i guess... LOL.. omg.

ok ok... now i have a little time to blog alot. haha. im at my mom's. atin's asleep beside me. im listening to lots of crappy music.

like i said in the previous entry, life has been pretty hectic and unpredictable. work wise, things have been good. ive already blend in with the ppl here. im glad i enjoy going to work. still, i do get pissed off with ppl who dont really get wat the hell is red and light blue. or maybe they are just colour blind.

oh well...

sales for iron man has been good. have not watched it yet, dont intend to. went to orchard and the cathay for movies last week. harold and kumar...ok ok la. not really dat drop dead humorous. hottie n nottie was good too. paris hilton pretty? hmmm... no comment la... =x

atin's getting cuter. haha. but she's too pampered, and starting to throw tantrums already. but i still luv her =)
the otha day brought her for a cable car ride to underwater world. she's more interested with the pool water rather than the fishes. haha. then we had dinner at swensens @ marina. nice place. nice ppl. atin had chocolate ice cream, and lots of whipped cream.
last stop for the day was at the singapore flyer. it was a really cool place. but getting free tix was much more worth it than paying $30 for the ride.

im getting better with the pram btw... hahaha... took the train home. with a nemo fish balloon tied to atin's pram. u can imagine how clumsy i was. bought for atin the nemo balloon and a seahorse bag from underwater world. plus some more cute clothes from fox baby.

just ystrdy i got her a duck pool. haha. a small one. she luvs to play in water and splash them. my mom's nagging at me coz i bought too much stuff for her. wth, she's my only one. so y not. there's this sales lady who approached me at harbourfront the otha day. she was showing me these books she was selling. it was really really educational. but i think it cost sumthing like $2000. but we were allowed to pay installment and all dat. im still thinking abt it.

i just tot of sending her to school instead. sumtime next year maybe. we'll see how.

i got back from work arnd 6pm earlier. played with atin for awhile, then both of us wen to sleep. haha. woke up arnd 10pm, abg called saying i forgot to return the store room key. i was damn pissed of with myself sia. for nothing i had to go back to work to return the key. i brought atin with me. they luved her, esp moana and ira. 1 of the good things abt atin, she's ok minglin arnd with strangers.

bought nuggets at mcdonalds and walked back home, to my mom's place dat is. called to order from pizza hut. just had the tot of eating pizza for supper. i had to wait 10 mins before they actually answered the call. and the wrong pizza reached me 45mins later. nothing changed huh. haha.

im off to bed in awhile. working noon 2mrw.
happy weekend ppl.


atin and ibu @ cable car station.


atin and ibu @ underwater world.


my very own Garfield. atin @ swensens. happy skali dpt mkn ice cream =)


Us @ The Singapore Flyer.




im blue dabedeedabeda... =x




btw, to all dat tagged. thk u so much for dropping by. sorry for the late reply.
surya, how can i ever forget u? haha. and pls, dont murder my baby...

thx mira, im doing great. im working with cathay now.

to eff... haha... yup.. yusry... haha.. YUSRY!! haha. he's really2 shy actually. sweet guy.

ima and zally... i miss u guys toooo =( see u ppl soon k? atin's 1st birthday mayb? =)

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

im back.. hehe... not for long i guess. life's been pretty hectic. no longer predictable like it used to be.

im just gonna have pics in this post with minimum words, updating here and der. rushing for time lah.

atin's doing good. she turned 9 mths on the 12th April.

im a little crazy here and there, but im happy =)



My Dearest Girl

atin @ ben & jerry's with mummy zally.






atin n ibu @ the zoo...


atin & ibu @ sentosa =)







duyung event @ cathay. lembik kaki jumpa yusry ... hehehe... =)









hehe... dats it for now...
btw, i was at expo ystrdy morning for the FHA... took pics of the cakes competing there...
sape yang nak kahwin, ke yang nk kahwin lagi... haha.. take a look at the wedding cakes. drop dead gorgeous...
all are edible btw.
































have a good day! =)

Labels: life's like dat

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hey there... i noe ur still angry with me. im really2 sorry k. it was definitely unintentional. i tot to myself, if i were u, i'd be mad too. u dont seem to be too keen to reply to my msgs... once again, im sorry. if only u knew.
i guess im waiting for u to cool down 1st before i hear from u again. if i dont, then i should noe wat it means.

went to amk early this morning to get my stuffs. my heart ached as i started to pack my things and it got worse wen i hear all the goodbyes from the good ppl there.

haiz.

off to work soon. stoopid month end.

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

i miss amkhub.
i miss my frens there.
i miss that sound from zone x even though its very irritating.
i miss the lobby.
i miss the kitchen.
i miss the storerooms.
i miss concess.
i miss the office.
i miss my pc.
i miss my chair.
i miss the escalator.
i miss wall e.
i miss the 8 halls.
i miss the minibar.
i miss the ladies.




i miss everyone, every single one.
i miss my mummy lily.


and esp u superstar.


y are ppl so cruel. haiz.

help... :'(

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lurved my week. despite having unwanted gossips n rumours going on at work, i still lurve going to work. haha.

well, wat can i say... im HAPPY. yes i am.

and so they said wen things are too good to be true, they usually are. got a taste of my own medicine, but however, things turned out ok.
hopefully it'll last. im really gonna be very devastated if this happiness is taken away from me.

=)

I've been awake for a while now
You got me feelin like a child now
Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place

It starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

The rain is falling on my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers staying dry and warm
You give me feelings that I adore

I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in like a child now
Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

had frens over to watch The Water Horse with me earlier. no comments for this movie though.

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

i was suppose to be on mc today. but i still ended up at work. but im glad i came. i had gd frens working with me. it can nvr get bored. finished up my stuffs in time to watch Sky of Love with lily.



if ur in an emotional state, pls dont watch this movie. it'll make it worse. the story line was very predictable, i managed to figure everything out even before the story end. but im like wondering if there's still a guy as sweet as Hiro or Yu alive in this world.
lily n me were sobbing together in the hall. haha.. sedih giler2!

next movie, Step Up 2, The Streets. it was ok ok lah. if jessica alba was the one starring, it wud be much better i suppose.


simply gorgeous.





zally, kammy, sunday ni if wanna watch the leap years with me, pls text me aite.

happy weekend.

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

i was chatting with sum1, and i have no idea y we chatted abt how ppl walk. and i believe one day... one fine day.... someone, from somewer, somehow wud slap me in the face coz of the way i walk. hahaha. i like to drag wen i walk. i have no idea y sum ppl find it irritating. hehehe.

ok

lemme recall wat happened the week i went missing from blogger. well, basically its just work n work. wat else. movie i last watched: Meet The Spartans. had my movie date with zally. its a stupidified funny movie. i really donoe if the movie's funny or stupid.

had a meeting at The Cathay last monday. and someone gave me a very sweet shock =)
cupid cupid.. haha.. y oh y...

im really exhausted lah... almost everyday sleep at 5am. and almost everyday i only have 1 meal a day. very bad for the health. tsk tsk.

i'll have to end with this short entry to give way to pics coming up. im really groggy rite now, need my sleep!!


i really wonder who she looks like...


baby atin.




the lesbian love. hahahahahahahahahha. *peace*


mummy faz & mummy lily.





2mrw's my off day!! nk tgk The Leap Years & 10000BC... nak ikot? hahaha...
Happy Thursday!

*I get up, I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing.

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets So love the people who treat you right, forget about those who don't & believe that everything happens for a reason If you get a chance, take it, if it changes your life, let it No one said it would be easy, they just promised it'd be worth it.


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